im c0nfused`-

i cant make up my miind`-
duhhs.. =l
si9hx*

t0 give up ishh lyk every0ne's adviice ta mae..
even hiim,,
lyk..im dummb`-
gees..

sumtyms i feel tt,,
i stil lyk him..
since its lydat,
i 9uess i shud wait..
but aft quite sum tym~
i ask muaself`-
wartt m i waitin9x fer??
dia0s*

sumtyms,
aft mua fwens lyk t0k ta mae b0ut thiss..
askin9 mae ta give up n tellin9 mae y,
i think i wanna giv up..
i mean~
i n0e i shud..
n i n0e it wun b p0ssible btwn mae n hiim,,

but,,i juz dun feel lyk givin9 up..
i dun0 wartt ishh this..
i dun0 d0 i reali lyk him,,
i feel sh0 dumbb`-
sh0 indecisive..

wart d0 i wan??
wartt can i d0?!
wart isiit that im awaitin9 fer?
y isit tt im stil persistin9x?

haiis`-
dumbb dumbb dumbb!!
shld i reali try t0 f0rget b0ut thiss...
b his fwen,,
at least~
we can chat happily,
than naw~..

o0r juz persist,,
lyk..we seld0m t0k naw..
0nce in a blue m0on,,
a hi,n w/o a bye~

but can i ensure tt..
i n him can b fwens,,
lyk bef0re??
i reali miss the peri0d in june..
itz sh0 funn`-

si9hs`
y cant tin9x b lydat?
muz it always chan9e?
=l
i cant get thin9s ryte...

i always sae leave thin9s as it ishh`-
n it always means..
waiit fer him,,
juz let nature takes its c0urse..
dumbb`-
we'r neva p0ssible..

as i said bf0re,
we neva meet b4..
haw can i..p0ssibly ensure tt,,
aft i c him le..i'l stil lyk him?
i cant..
this ishh dumbb`-

duhhs`-
frm piics..c lyk im n0rt bad yea?
but,in actual fact,itz diff~!
si9hx*
hu'd wan mae..
a gerl..
hu's u9ly n fat?
i reali dun hav self-c0nfidence...

haiis`-
im tiired..
[a]d[e]l[x].si9nin9 uff~