`a l 0 n e.*

..
iim tearingg naw`
lyk, yar. sighh~
it`s d ferst tym ..
iim tearingg for him-
ii felt d earthquake shake,
n yar ; it sh0ckd mae.
>.<" haii`s.

iim feel9 awful naw.
ii feel sh0 ..
arghh ..kit til kp?
hai`s. ii admit im jeal0us-
uf his d0inggs`
esp ; b0uts xia0pingg.
- he went 0uts wif her ..
- l0okd at stars* at n0ites.
- she`s his dream gerl.
- she made him blushd.
- she blends in well ..
; in his lyfe ..n his circle uf fwens.
- he goingg to her h0use.
- they slpingg on d same bed.
=c

hai`s. adelx ~
st0pp beingg a biatch =c.

..it`s reali as kit as p0ssible n0rs*
wart else can ii b feel9 naw.
whenever ii feel kit.
d self-c0ns0lation c0mes'
- we`r fwens -
yar ~iim kit.
wart else can ii sae?
wart else can ii d0?
haiis .. (._.")

ii admit ii fell f0r him
but s0 wart`s ..
- i m p 0 s s i b l e -
mayb it`s mine fault.
ii d0nt wana mit him`
iim ..
sighh`iim ~
..

iim scaredd -

iim ..
n o r t
g o o d
e n u f f
.
(..__)

o0r mayb,
it`s n0rt even me ..
it`s him-
he d0nt lyk mae.
haa . (: im dumbb`
..warteva

st0ppd tearingg jux naw.
but peii c0rd,
tears startd t0 r0ll d0wn mine cheeks
a g a i n.
>.<" *.dumbb adel~
hais.

naw on f0ne wif f0n9x pei
kai karadz marc.
thnk`s f0n9x. great fwen c=
ii n0e uu care l0ad`s.
appreciate it ..

went 0ut wif f0n9x t0dae.
went f0r m0vie.
watchd ms c0ngeniality 2`
it`s quite nice.
farni bahh`s c=
hmm ..
many thinggs happend.
shan`t g0 int0 details.
t0dae`s n0rt d dae ..

_h a i i s.*