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okiies..ii ferg0t ta blo9g ydae.
urms, slackd at h0me t0tally ydae-
nehh g0 0uts`
jux 0nline, plae drum mania + piggx o_o

at nytes c0nferenced wif nic0le pei
andd sandi n0rs*
dicussing b0ut JAE registrati0n,
they cuming at mua hse 7:3o t0daes.
thenn sandii hung up o_o
left mae n peii chatt9`
was alrites ..then
we startd t0k9 b0ut she n kaii
gan kaii bahhs`
when she was saeing ii felt lyk crying ..
peii ~ ((: warteva ur decisi0n ishh-
wil always supp0rt ur decisi0n d.

then peii hung up lerrs`
ii cant rmbr warts tym.
thenn askd kaii ta c0r in-
we felt, he shudd giv upp bahhs.
then lyk- yahhs. we t0ldd him`
ii abit pek chek when kaii sheng ..
he kip " ke shi .. "
there`s n0 m0re ke shii le ~
ii mean, accept d fact n0rs*
agains, ii tynk ii n0e haw he feels.
=.-x blehhs`

ii mean` kaii sheng-
al we c0uld d0 ishh
advise uu n tel uu wart we tynk.
al d rest ..n d final decisi0n,
lies wif uu (:

haiis ..alrites ii admit ii miss him-
kip c msn whie he n0rts 0nline sh0 smsd him
thenn as0 n0o reply.
arnd 3+ he suddenli c0rd-
ii was stil t0k9 on f0ne wif kai n nic0le
then nic0le sae wana hear his v0ice narhs`
n0e9 him being anti-s0cial.
n0 ch0ice stil ask larhhs ..
budden ii din expect him t0 agree-
but ii stil felt badd ..
c0shh ..haiis` nermindd-
d0nt feel lyk saeing 0uts wart ii feel ..

then ..yeahhs` he eventually hung up-
left mae kaii n nic0le agains.
chatted crapps ~
then he c0rd mae ..
lyk sae d0nt nid feel badd n stuffs narhss-
then hung upp agains.
then mae nic0le n kaii c0nt crapp9
..arnd 4:4o+ he c0rd agains-
lyk ii t0t he slp le ~
he c0rd n sae he cant slp.
tynk9 uf al0t uf things.
a ger he wana reali ask 0ut,
but cant tynk uf a reas0n.
0kies ii admit ii was jeal0us
but ii wasn`t pissed uff by that.
but wif uu n0rs*
nahhs ~nermind b0uts that.
n urmms ..bball-
n he n his meii being in d same class.
~blehhs. yeahs ..that`s b0ut al

0kaes` ii ask whie c0r mae.
c0shh he said he cant slp-
then sae whie me ..
c0shh im his ..wart?
" slping pills ? "
-_-blehhs.
0kies wart d hell-
uu cant slp sh0 uu c0rd mae.
g0d damn when ii heard him
saeing ii was lyk ..pissed o_o
ii tynk uu can sense it n0rs*
plus ~w0w, whie shud ii feel
h0n0urd when uu t0t uf mae ferst
when im jux ..ur 'slp9 pills'
0kies` nuttin b0uts that.
it`s 0ver. but was disapp0intd n0rs*
uu saidd that ..ii din expect it-
haiis` n s0wii that ii always sae 'lame'
when uu entertaining mae ..
ii feel- suan le n0rs*
since mae saeing lame to uu when uu
entertaining mae wil lyk hurt uu
o0r make uu sadd ..
then ii tynk uu can d0nt feel obliged d
lyk t0 entertain mae everynytes.
seri0usly* whie make urself sadd/hurt.

hais ..endd uf p0st*