Monday, May 23, 2005

ii`l b officially startg
mine p0ly lyfe tml.
(= mixd uf em0ti0ns.

-n0rt wantg t end mine slacker lyfe
-n0rt prepared t g0 int0 study m0od
-n0rt wantg to b studi0us/nerdy
-n0rt wantg t slp earli/wakie earli
-n0rt wantg t seperate wif mine fwens
-g0tta b 0pen t make new fwens
-scared that ii cant c0pe.
-mux get rid uf mine heck-care attitude
-havg t travel 1h0ur t reach sk0ol
-scared that ii`l b sh0 shaggd everydae

duhhs.. n l0ads ><~ gees.
let`s n0rt t0k b0ut sk0ol (=
t0dae slacker`s iinc n fwens g0ing t kb0x. ><~
s= ii ner g0 ~
h0pe they nj0yd (=
tml mitg f0n9ss n peii f0r dinner.
after mine ferst dae uf sk0ol.
the thing iim l0okg f0rward t tml~

ii miss slacker`s iinc.
n karadx ; nich ; manda ; eli ; weiming .
l0ads l0adx m0ree ..
miss d tyms we went 0ut t slack.
kb0x . partyw0rld . sh0ppg . warteva~
guess we all g0tta gr0w up ; m0ve 0n.
(= live wif d fl0w..

t slacker`s iinc. ; we must must must mit sh0 sho 0ften kaes! frequent c0ntact by f0ne .. n0eing wart happend in each 0ther`s lyfe. t b there f0r 0ne an0ther when we nid s0me0ne. (= mayb we`l b t0o shaggd after sk0ol everydae . n mayb 0ur free tym wil b taken up by CCAs in sk0ol ..but we must make it a p0int . mit 0ut as many daes as we can .. (= it`s also been l0ngg since ii last saw f0n9ss n nic0le. must takkaires l0ads l0adx l0adz kaes! jux gimme a c0r or sms if uu nid me . ii`l try mine verii best t b there.

`f0n9ss ..d0nt feel that uu cant aff0rd t b sad. if uu r.. then b it~ we`l b there. d0nt hide ur sadness. gerl ~ii`l b str0ng. ii`l learn t b optimistic. ii wun succumb t sadness. ii h0pe uu can t0o. n0rt tearg sh0 0ften n all .. (= ii reali miss uu n slacker`s iinc.

` peii ..ii`l stil b there if uu nid me. jux dr0p me a sms 0r smthh ..ni ya0 gu0 d hen ha0. kaes? (=

t mine b0ii ; sk0ol`s startg. less tym f0r us t chat. takkaires uf urself l0ads kae! uu made me sh0 wana g0 mit uu n0rs* mayb~ 0ne dae ..when ii finali haf d c0urage t` (= st0pp being careless n injuring urself ><~ stil tell me uu`r d CAREFUL guy. duhhs~ ii reali miss mine slackd nite lyfe n0rs* t0kg t uu ..hmms ~g0ing in army s0on? uu piggx. bluff me thats uu tml g0ing in ..sigh* if uu`r reali r ... ii wun b angry wif uu but ii sure cry lyk a mad gerl can! seri0usly ii cant c mineself w/o uu. but ii n0e we al g0tta gr0w up n m0ve 0n. ii g0tta face reality (= ii`l b str0ngg ..heys uu must cherish me m0re kkaes! d0nt always bullie me h0rr ~iim ur dearest can! x= hees* ii`l hav less tym f0r uu lehhs ~must cherish me m0re! =D` lallas~

there`s sh0 sh0 much ii wana sae.
but sum things,
ii guess it`s betta left unsaid.
(= ii will cherish mine tym wif
slacker`s iinc. n b0ii~
uu al must takkaires l0ads l0adx.
ii`l miss uu`l m0re than 0ften.
naw that we`l haf lesser tym spent
t0gether wif each other.
(= l0ve ya`l.
iim l0okg f0rward t tml`s
dinner wif f0n9ss n peii.

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