apparently those hu frequent mine bl0g knew that ii din start mine dae in a g0od wae.
it was t0tally sucky; ii felt heartache.

ii din reali study f0r FNDB.
ii wantd t; ii swear.
but g0d wana punish me; f0r being lazy.
ii wantd t study in bus 0n t j0urney t sk0ol.
but ii had t meet mine pri sk0ol fwen.
uf c0sh uu shud n0e we jux chattd nd all..
nd ii ended up n0rt studying.
yaa .. wtf can~
ii dun0es anithing, ii jux h0pe ii pass.
a PASS wil SO SO do ..
d test was quite diff .
but all ii knew was;
if ii studied, it'l b manageable.
nermind; 0ver nd d0ne with.

went dinner with nich nd sandi at NS.
saw marc; trist nd clique.
trist; si0k nd all went h0me ..
me; dee; marc nd nich went t BK t r0t.
chat chat chat .. nd headed h0me`

mine mum just hafta kp me.
ii dun0es why .
ii d0nt understand why she d0nt understand.
pepo will tell me 'MUMs r lydats'
II KNOW!
but why!
it's been a few years..
she's been nagging d SAME OLD THINGS.
ok, mayb she din realise.
but .. it jux dawnd on me that,
it's alr d wae mine lyfe is.
d ..m0re uf nite lyfe thingy~
mayb academic wise iim depr0ving..
but ii n0e; iim plain LAZY.
it's hard t change.
iim lazy .. ii d0nt lyk t study
ii said that bf0r.
ii hate t be al0ne, mugging.
hais.

it's h0ls after tml.
ii dun0es .
d0nt have that anticipating feelg..
ii dun0es .

suckd.