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haiis`- yahhs..
i've made up my miind..
i wana giv up,,
i'v t0ld him..
it seems tat everythin9 shud b alriite~
i h0pee...

i dun0 whether i'v d0ne da ryte thin9x,,
but i 9uess this ishh wart i reali shud d0o..
mayb im makin9 him miserable t0o~
fer this 4mths..
si9hx*
suan le bahhs`-
its juz lydat i guess..
when its tym ta let g0 uf smth..
we shldn't h0old back~

i was alriite when i t0ld him
n aft he replied~
but i dun0 y t0odae i juz feel..
juz feel that im depressed 0ver wartt i'v d0ne~
mayb its lydat?
it takes tym..
sh0 i juz hafta waiit,,
fer da verii dae~
tt i'l b hapi..
n carefree juz lyk lastt tym~
meanwhiile,
let tym heal al w0unds........

at least if i eva feel sadd b0ut this matter..
i shall juz tel muaself,
i'v given upp~
y sh0uld i still br0od 0ver it?
yahss`- i h0opee i can d0 that..
- jiay0us bahhx adeLx! -

i g0t ta n0e a verii sh0ckin9 news..
i dun0 tynk itz appr0priate ta sae 0ut b0ut it here,
sh0 i shant sae it~
this news added 0n t0 mua depressi0n..
n plus im stil havin9 headache n gastriic,
im simply n0rtt in a verii go0d m0od..
but i 9uess i shall try ta act n0rmal~~

shldn't affect ani0ne wiif mua f0ul m0od..
yahhs`-
this ish y sumtyms i feel i shldn't tel ani0ne b0ut mua stuffs..
y b0ther pep0 b0ut mua stuffs when it d0esn't c0ncern them~
n they may n0rtt wana n0e,,
si9hs*
n this ish als0 y i seri0usly dun0 hu t0 turn to when im sadd`-

da 0ne hu can make mae smile when i cry..
turnd 0ut ta b da 0ne hu made mae cry,,
duhhs`-
i dun blame him..
lyk..yahhs~
sh0 naw,hu w0uld b da 0ne hu can make mae smile when im sadd?
i seri0usly dun0e..
mayb i guess there'l b n0 such s0me0ne aniim0re~

haiisx`-
tml gettin9 back prelims results..
lyk,im g0na flunk lyk dun0e wartt,,
wart ishh this dumbb gerl d0in9 in sk0ol~
juz wastin9 res0urces?
gees~ ha0os..
i shall st0op saeing thin9s b0ut muaself le bahhs`-
pep0 mayb as0 siick n tiired uf it..

-si9ning.uFf-