sighh ..
feel9 as sadded as eva`
agains ..we hung upp
in d wr0ng hangingg up wae >.<"
feel9 sh0 kit.

iim lyk d pr0blematic gerl.
always findingg fault wif him.
=c haii`s.
he`s jux sh0 ..
quiets b0ut everythingg lerr`s.
d0nt v0ice 0utss ..
~ii tynk ; even if he`s n0rt fine.

a change fr0m last tym til naw.
ii seem m0re keen 0n 0ur relati0nship
..than he d0es?
o0r mayb iim wr0ngg agains ..
lyk ~ (..__)
ii dun0e`s.

hav ii t0ok him f0r granted ..?
when there iim tynkingg
he`s takingg mae f0r granted?
mayb iim d badd gerl~

yeahh ..n again`
hu`s fault n hu`s n0rt at fault.
>.<" mayb there`s reali n0 0ne at fault.
c0shh it takes tw0 hands t0 clapp
it`s hardd t0 sae hu`s at fault.
~but ii admit ..
iim d vehh mafan 0ne.
nan ga0 d nu ren ~
that`s wart he always sae.
n ii agree ..
this can0rts, that can0rts >_<

m ii givingg in ?
>_< f0n9x whie d0 uu sae thats.
ii felt he`s givingg in m0re.
iim always 'wu li qu na0' ~
sh0 'dia0 man ren xingg'.
sumtyms ii feel ii din tynk uf haw
he`s feelingg ..

0nli tynkingg uf mae mineself n ii ..
adel`s a selfish gerl.
ii d0nt expect mineself t0 giv 0ut l0ads.
but 0n d 0ther hand,
expect d 0ther party t0 giv 0ut l0ads.
ain`t ii selfish n greedy.
>.<" human nature.
f0r 0nce iim saeingg thiss ..
gerls ~0r mayb it`s jux mae.

went ta f0n9x hse t0daes.
plaed wif her nephew ~
cutes* d nehhs ..
(: had a fun dae againss`
we tw0 l0okd lyk ..
un-wed mum.
l0l`s x=

bringg him ta garden ~
then t0 m0s burger.
went baq t0 f0n9`s hse.
slackd awhile`
t0kd b0ut pr0bbs.
* gan kai *

iim jux runningg away fr0m reality.
; n0rt mitingg him.
l0ads n l0adx uf unexplainable thinggs.

*g0d, ii suck =c.

ii jux feel iim makingg his lyfe ..
w0rst ..w0rst than eva ~
iim tynkingg sh0 sh0 muchh agains.
ii n0e that`s n0rt g0od.
n may n0rt b wart he tynks.

d insecure in mae ishh lyk ..
baq` >.<"
whie wheneva ii fell in l0ve wif a guy,
g0d uu jux hafta take him awae.
bad thinggs jux start t0 happen.
=c