ima failure ..sighh'

can ii take it that ii'v neh met uu..
can ii ferget mua l0ve f0r uu..
can ii ferget every bit uf mem0ry that ii haf uf uu..

siighs, im feel9 supa sucky naw'
seri0usly speak9, ii stil haf a tinge uf h0pe..
b0ut us? ii tynk sh0-
but im feel9 sh0 dumbb naw.
c0shh onli naw d0 ii realise ..
realise that ..it's 100% impossible.

ferget him.
ferget this love.
findd an0ther target.
let everything b just memories.

haiis ..haw m ii suppse ta go about doin9 that.
g0d im suffer9, again =c
it feels ..supa badd'
everything b0ut uu's .s h e e n a.
n nuttin' else- ii cant sense anithing else.
im left wif n0 ch0ice'

ii d0nt wana suffer.
ii jux cant xiang t0ng.
ware's mua guardian angelx.
ii nid uu-
pls appear ..s0on'
jux s0me0ne ta c0nfide in. it's nuff`

ishh there a win-win s0luti0n?
im scared uf being ur best fwen if we cant b t0gether.
im scared' siighh ..
can lyfe jux b betta.
can things jux g0 ware their expectd uf.
cry9 d0esn't helpp-
but ii cant helpp it ..

-b r 0 k e n-