~~~lallalas ^-^x

readd thru mua oldd bl0g' tynk al0t b0ut l0ve thin9y. ii cant expect s0me0ne ta f0rget the 0ne he simply 0nce l0ved sh0 muchie, mayb naw t0o. yeahh' c0sh mae muaself cant d0o it, haw can ii expect s0me0ne to? if ii lyk him, ii tynk ii shud respect him c= respect his decision. ii sh0uldn't feel sadd ..in this wae im jux making muaself miserable ain't? alth0ugh sumtyms stil wil sadd, but stil, at least wo xiang tong le ((:

thnks f0r th0se pep0 hu cared f0r mae. th0se hu askd mae " r uu okays? " at least ii n0e uu al cared c= hen kaii xin. thanks again'

l0ve's a thingy that cant b f0rced. ii tynk' if im fated ta b wif him- ii will ..mayb a lil' eff0rt fr0m da b0th uf us when da tym ishh ryte. we cant jux always sit n wait f0r things ta happen ryte? c= but fr0m wart ii c ..sheena'a g0na b n0. 1 in his hart for l0n9. unless he reali xiang t0ng le, he'l b able ta c0nt wif his l0ve lyfe. n n0rt stuck wif sheena. sheena wil jux b a gerl wh0 had a great impact on him, his vehh precious memory, da gerl uf his dreams. but if its imp0ssible ta get her, jux go 0n wif lyfe. ii tynk i'l hafta d0 that, s0on (: ii d0nt wana regret anim0re. d0nt want saddness in mua lyfe' even if sh0, may da peri0d b sh0rt n g0ne fast.

seri0usly, it feels sadded ta b al0ne during valentines. seeing c0uples on da streets' sighh. esp that particular dae im w0rk9 at plaza singapura. a place filld wif couples n couples. vehh gan kai b0ut y lyfe's hafta b a t0rture. but then again, ii'v learnt ta live wif in, in da cruel w0rld. everything d0nt g0 ur wae, yeahhs'

darn ii haven g0t mua pay. y ~ >_< color="#ccccff" size="5">SOON! ii'v been awaiting for that dae f0r sh0 l 0 n g ..duhh' lyfe's t0rtu0us. n again, i'l hafta live wif it. c= finali b0ught a set uf new year cl0thes. siick uf sh0ppin' im seri0us. nuttin' new ~ w0k here, there- everything's smth similar.

ii missd g0ing kb0x. a place ware ii cant vent mua saddness/anger ~ warteva. sing uff all tr0ubles/pr0bbies. sighh' guess tml cant g0 agains. ii expected ta g0o tml d. but as fr0m wart ii c- tml lyk cant g0. nehmindd- ii guess da vehh next tym wud b 18th. ii w0nder til that dae, mae n him g0 kb0x. wart wil mua feel9s b f0r him' mayb simply fwens o.o then i'l b darn high in kb0x ..x= haa~ nahh' t0o madd. tw0 pep0 n0rt high d ^-^x

sumtyms ii w0nder d0es ani0ne readd mua bl0g? haa. ii d0 read pep0's one. 0nce in a blue m0on, al at once x= haa' aniwae, bl0gs can b private t0o. sh0~ hu cares? l0ls. kkaes narhs, it's tv tym ~slack9 arndd agains. duhh' shall bl0gg agains tml ~cia0s*