`being n0nchalant.

uu tynk iim fine.
uu tynk iim alrites.
uu tynk ii haf n0 c0mments.
uu tynk iim sh0 nice.
ii changed t0pic.

sh0 do uu tynk iim reali fine?
iim actuali kit t0 d max.
akap ; as kit as p0ssible.
wart else? ><~
ii died n ii reali did.
haiis ..

d m0re ii tynk uf it.
d m0re kit ii m.
mayb ~
yar ; as zx saes.
it means nuttin t0 him.
sae that ii tynk t0o much.
sae that iim always lyk this.
but ii m.
II m hu II m~









* can ii die ? * sighh.

t0dae sh0 happeng kaes.
ydae was tynkg ii shud b
stayg at h0me f0r d wh0le dae.
t0daes in bed was lyk tynkg
uf askg mine c0usin 0uts.
then she msggd n askd if iim free.
l0llx. sh0 qiao ~

sh0 went 0uts wif her arr ..
met up at j8.
w0kd arndd ..
there`s a stage there sh0wing
jean yip stylist styling / cuttg hair.
g0t a gerl she darn c0ol kaes.
><~ punk`d hair. mine dream hair. left j8 . headed tuh heerens. c0sh ii wana pierce mine ear ! x= o0ps* mine mum n0e sure kill me. hahas .. but ii din! c0sh t0o many pepo ler .. later al c me pierce ear, vehh paiseh lehhs ><~ keke`s =Pp 0rchard darn l0adx uf pep0 arr. sh0 went baq h0me quite earli.. went h0me n went 0nline. was b0redd .. watchd s0me tv. t0ok pics uf d sky =D sh0 nice can ..><~
d sun rays shine thru d cl0uds~
sh0 c0ol n0rrs* !
o0hh.. ii jux rmbrd b0ii sae he
t0daes m0st pr0b g0 cut hair nehs.
dun0e`s g0t g0 cut hair n0rts o_o
must b neh larr.
always bluff me d..
but he betta g0 cut larr.
=D ii wana c pic .. keke`s~
but ii shan`t hav high h0pe.

alrites baq tuh chattg (=
that`s b0uts all ....
lallala`s ~ cia0s*

t0tal b0red.
went tuh TP t0dae`s wif sandi.
handed up admin stuff.
al d while plae wif mine f0ne.
take pics ; rec0rd s0unds.
(= since ii g0t d f0ne.
it pr0duced m0re picture`s
than d previ0us 0ne used t0.
hurr ~

went t0wn after thats.
ps tuh b exact.
me n sandi b0ught bert`s pressie.
met up wif jiafeii after thats.
(= went tuh f0od c0urt tuh sit d0wn.
sandi b0ught c0mics.
ii t0ok 0ne uf it tuh read.
jiafei b0ught dessert tuh eat.
d c0mic darn nice kaes.
ii find it farni but sandi d0n`t. s=
mayb ii weird. l0lx.

c0rd kaii n ce d0wn.
nic0le n Jz reachd.
she passd d c0ver tuh me.
urm`s ..paiseh tuh take lar s=
alrites change t0pic.
then ce reachd.
nic0le n Jz went f0r a w0k.
kaiisheng came.
askd k0r tuh buy f0od f0r me.
nic0le n Jz came baq.
Jz b0ught f0od.
as usual ; mee h0on kuay.
s= `blehhx .. sh0u bu lia0s.
hahas .. x=
k0r kip insistg he`s 'gu0 wang' ( kingg)
zhen shi sh0u bu lia0 him lehhs ..
supa lame-0 man ~
haas. =D

after dinner we went h0me.
><~ ii came 0nline as usual. mine mum b0ught f0od. g0tta eat s= darn it`s sh0 fattening. ><~ blehhs. watchd s0me tv wif mine c0usin. while watchg tv. sum unkn0wn num msgd me. askg f0r mine email. it`s actuali pei qi. gave her d mail n askd y. she tel me her fwen wans .. can giv him? dnia0s* ><~ d0rts sehh. b0 bian can0rts sae n0. s= then said anithing. h0pe he`s n0rt hide0us x= o0pps. but ; yarr. went baq 0nlines. chattd (= naw al g0 slp nia0s* iim sh0 b0redd. ii dun0e`s ware`s sky. he`s lyk c0ns0lg his fwen? ><~ n0rt baq h0me yets.
naw`s d best tym f0r d s0ngg ..

` l0nely, iim mr. l0nely .. ii have n0b0dy, t0 c0r mine 0wn ~~~~ l0nely..`

hurr`s (=
ii guess ii shal wait f0r his msgg.
cia0s* al ~

went tuh janice/xia0hui`s chalet ydae.
(= help them celebrate bdae.
bf0r thats met up wif yiting n jiafeii.
went tuh M.O.M tuh c0mplain b0uts d c0mpany.
><~ blehhs ..
then met up wif anna at plaza singg.
ate l0ng j0hn.

saw sinyee !! =DD
lala~ darn l0ngg ner c her le kkaes.
she`s as crappy as ever larr..
damn cutes nia.

after thats went tuh yiting`s hse.
slack`d there n0rrs*
w0ots! anna darn madded d n0rs ><~
zhen shi sh0u bu lia0 herr ..
but mine dearie larr .. hahas x=
t0ok cab to chalet.
met janice/xia0 huii`s fwens.
al darn cutes d nehx (=
barbequed ; slack`d ; cut cake.

t0ok mrt h0me.
anna actuali wana c0me mine hse d
><~ but she t0o sia0d ydae then decided
tuh g0 h0me l0hhs .. (=

jiafeii came mine hse ..
online ; bathed.
lala~ ii 0n f0ne wif sky.
hmm .. x= let jf hear his v0ice, abits x=
urm`s .. she sae d0undd lyk hy ><~
alamak~ sh0u bu liaos.
we chattd til fell aslp.
she 0wnself went baq at ..6 ?
yarr, ar0undd there.

todaes went j8.
wana get albert`s pressie.
saw a dustbin at acti0n city?
th0se display kindd ..
but ii din buy in d endd ..
went baq h0me ; 0nline.
til naw .. lala~
yarr .. that`s al. (=

* d p0st`s brief ii n0e ; dun0e`s wart tuh write ><~ *

><~ ii b0ught 761o !
hmm .. d white 0ne s=
`blehhs ..ii d0nt s0und xcited?
ii dun0e`s whie (.._)~

t0daes ..wh0le dae slack`d at h0me.
darn sian d ..
waitd f0r d wh0le dae,
bf0r g0ing 0uts tuh get f0ne.
wantd 663o at ferst
but it was sh0 0utta st0ck ><~
dnia0s* kit rytes.
nermindd .. sh0 ii b0ught 761o
lalla`s ~d guy hu`s serving mine mum n i.
n0rt badd l0okg lehhs ..
lyk 0ne uf d h0ng k0ng starrs (=
hahas ~n saw 0ne QUITE g0os l0okg guy,
he`s centre partg ><~
..g0shh* n his gf kinda hide0us*
( ii assumd d gerl`s his gf )

went baq h0me.
0nline.
testd d f0ne.
charging it naw ><~
0n f0ne as usual.
sigh iim supa b0red =c
ii nid HELP!
seri0usly, haw can ii then n0rt feel b0red?
><~ alamak! sh0 t0ughh ..
alrites.. n0ites all ~
takkaire`s .. (=

w0ots!
here to update agains ><~
dnia0s* sh0u bu lia0 f0n9xx larr.
l0lx.. =Pp

lalla`s ~as usual.
0n f0ne. (=
bf0r thats was 0n f0ne wif nic0le.
hehhs .. jux g0ssip larr.
><~

went 0uts wif yiting n anna t0daes.
supp0sed tuh haf jiafei d..
but she g0t fever nehs ><~
p0or thing yarr .. h0pe she get well s0on (=
w0ots, ii had fun kaes !
hahas .. me n d crappy anna.
mine dearie kkaes!
alritey, that`s besides d p0int.
we went 0uts tuh
get xia0huii/janice`s present.
went tuh plaza sing ; centre pnt ; heeren.
then headed baq h0me.
mine dearie darn nice can.
acc0mpany me take train h0me (= ~
yiting went bugis tuh mit up wif her fwen
dun0es? yarr .. c=

reachd h0me.
slpp ; watchd tv ; 0nline ; 0n f0ne.
mine lyfe`s as usual larr ..
><~ sian-dedd.
w0ots! that guy supp0sed tuh cut his hair,
take a pic n lemme c d kkaes!
but he ner l0hs ><~
sae n0rts free,
ner g0 cut haiir ..
dnia0s* haii w0 qi da yi jiu =c
hehhx .. =Pp ~

that`s al FOLKS ! x=

alamak!
nerr blogg f0r a few daess..
d self-pr0claimd l0yal reader(f0n9x) x=
c0mplaing lia0s ><~
hahahhs ..shall bl0gg JUST f0r her kaes?
l0lx. zhen shi sh0u bu lia0s.
naw ii g0t two l0yal reader.
nic0le ; f0n9x?
hahas .. =DD thnks yarr?

22.o4.o5

went tuh TP tuh hand up
mine enr0lment package.
met up wif imel ~she acc me yarr?
(= hehhs.
then after thats met up wif yiting n jiafeii..
at n0vena tuh c0llect 0ur pay cheque.
><~ darn. d c0mpany suckks larr ~
*due t0 certain reas0ns.
d0nt feel lyk menti0ng heres.
mine cl0se fwens shudd n0e (=

23.o4.o5

lala~ii onli had 3+ h0urs uf slp.
yar yar ><~
went f0r sk0ol`s speech dae.
s0me0ne m0rn c0rd me ~!
hanarhss ..sky larr =.-x
woots! thanks yarr? =DD
><~ n d0nt make me feel guilty le larr ..
zhen shi shu0 bu lia0s.
ii n0e uu sae uu zi yuan d ..
but stil, ii sh0 ha0 ren x=
wil feel guilty d ..
hahas =Pp

seb replied mine sms.
actuali ii 0nli sent him
a cutes msg askg him tuh get well.
c0sh he`s sick.
he t0ld me he..
g0t fever. 42.6 ><~
alamak* n kip v0mitg...
p0or b0ii huhhx.
takkaire`s l0adx kkaes.
get well s0on ((= !

ii m0rn c0rd chee ee lehs.
c0sh uf him ii askd
sky tuh m0rn c0r me lehs!
in d endd he tel me he darn tired nehs
d0wan g0 lehs! ><~
pengg larr ..l0ls x=
sh0u bu liaosss! ><~

d speech dae was ..LAME ><~
hahas. but nermind larr.
met up wif fwens n chattd l0ads.
kianh0ngg as usual supa lame.
akarad darn shuaii as eva. x= o0ps*
hahas ..sandi pei jiafei evelyn ~
mine meimei(y0uweii)~
w00ts. bcum m0re fit nehs!
hahas. mine junguang piggy,
he`s as usual larr.
marcus darn shuaii w0rr*
wear til sh0 smart!
cheryl punk`ster! =DD
chi0ster nehs wee-o-wee~~~
manda! miss herr ..=D
knew b0uts her bgr pr0bby..

`tuh manda : alamak! was disapp0intd in uu .. but, uu l0ve him that`s y uu`r willing tuh f0rgive despite him d0ing th0se thinggs tuh uu .. w0 pei fu BUT! if he dares tuh buwwie uu .. MUST, n yarr .. MUST tel me ; peii n all yarr?

lala~ plaed bball in sk0ol.
0mgg ii w0re skirt n wear ><~
lucki n0 0ne larr.
0nli me ; sandi ; jiafei. hahas ~ =D
went f0r lunch then pr0ceeded
tuh eli`s h0use after thats.
w0ots! plaed TENNIS !
><~ funn kkaes!
but darn tiringg larr ..
*d part ware we hafta pick up balls ><~
hahas .. but sweat it 0uts larr.
then ii plaed bball !!!
wahh c0ol man~!
it`s been ages n0rr.
then went baq tuh eli h0use.
watchd la bi xia0 xin =D
cute`s d neh! hahas.
ate ice cream..................
haagendaz!!!!! =D~ *dr0olls.
w0 he peii d yue dingg =Pp
n m0chi ice creamm..r0cks!

left eli`s h0use.
jiafei went baq h0me.
pei ; me ; sandi ; eli actuali
wantd tuh g0 f0n9x hse d.
plae wif xiang xiangg =D
but .. =c she g0na watchie m0vie.
til 9++ n0rs ><~
sh0 we decided tuh g0 f0r dinner.
we t0ok bus 73 which ..
yarr, reachd mine hse ferst.
sh0 we decided tuh c0me mine hse ><~
b0ught f0od n settled d0wn in mine hse.
chattd ; plaed ps2 ; 0nline.
eli n sandi plaed ps2 wif mine y0unger br0.
><~ me n peii went 0nline.
haiis =.-x kaishengg.. s=
wart m0re can ii sae? *ii dun0es.
they went baq h0me after thats.
felt gan kai larr.
knew b0uts f0n9x thingy.
d jeremy ><~ alamak!
f0n9x, h0pe uu d0nt get influenced
t0o muchh kkaes? (=
msgd sky larr,
tellg him b0uts peii d thingy.
smsd a 3 msg sms lehhs ..
n he actuali replied me a turnuff
msg l0hh.. hahas, reali arr ><~
he said he n0e it`s g0na turn me uff,
but he reali d0nt understand wart
iim trying tuh sae ><~
dnia0s* ! ji ta0 pengg larr.
l0ls . sh0u bu liaos.
at n0ites as usual 0n f0ne wif him,
as in sky ><~
he was feelg pek chek b0ut his game larr.
al d vulgarities c0me 0ut larr.
l0ls. tsk tskk.
t0ld him d peii st0riee,
due t0 him being pek chek b0uts
his game ..he t0ok quite a l0ngg
tym t0 understand wart ii was
trying t0 sae ><~
penng rytes? s= hahhs.
he said eventualii d gerl wil
ch0ose 0ne uf d guy ..
mayb? ii dun0es (=
t0ld him b0uts manda d thingy ..
he sae they`l break s0on? s=
alamak, ii as0 dun0es ><~
hahas ..
we t0kd til arnd 4++,
he suddenli saw a sw0rd in d game.
c0sts 6milli0n. ><~
he was sh0 xcited larr.
then kept tynkg b0ut it leh!
><~ kit h0rr? iim t0kg t0 a guy,
hu`s mind al b0uts game n d 6M sw0rd lehs!
hahas .. x=
we hungg upp s0on.
ii msgd him ask him g0 slp,
d0nt kip tynkg b0uts d sw0rdd.
he c0rd n sae ii jeal0us ><~
he insistd! x=
hahas. sae ii jeal0us c0sh
he ner tynk uf me,
kip tynkg b0uts d sw0rd.
wana punish him? cant slp f0r d n0ites
n just tynk uf me ><~
ji ta0 lame rytes.
sh0u bu lia0s ..
then hungg upp lerr.
5+ he c0rd n sae,
he g0t d sw0rdd..
ji ta0 supa hapi larr.
l0ls. madd b0ut games lehhs,
sh0u bu lia0s ><~
n he c0rd jux t0 tel me he
g0t his sw0rdd ..l0ls`
n yarr, 0ther stuff yar? (=
then ii went slpppp!

naw iim r0ttg!
r0ttg at h0me.
ji ta0 siann ><
tml gettg janice / xia0huii d pressie
wif anna jiafei n all (=

that`s al FOLKS! =DD
thnks f0r ur attenti0n* !

hurr ~ ><
iim 0n f0ne naw.
hmm .. s=

r0ttd at h0me d wh0le dae
kinda chattd wif seb d wh0le dae t0o.
kinda 0nli larr ><~
c0sh we tw0 b0 lia0 pepo.
hmm`s, star-gazingg..
seb that`s wart uu 0we me 0kayys.
n darn uu l0hs.
ii saw d tagb0ard in ur bl0gg.
l0l`s. n yar. reply to mine tagb0ard to uu
; hi! lols. n it`s adelin 0kayys. d0nt self create w0rdds ><~ f0rever lydats nia.

feelg m0ody f0r alm0st d wh0le dae.
thnks seb! (=
kip lame-ing larr ..
in d endd ii endded up
luffg til st0mach pain.
><~ luff t0o muchh`
hehh`s .. sh0 daii.
but yarr ; thnks :DD !

cried in d evening ..
lucki there`s seb n f0n9x.
~thnk`s guys (=
hais. ok let`s n0rt t0k b0uts it yar?
hehhs. iim sh0 sh0 fine naw.

tml g0ing TP wif jiafeii.
hand up 0ur f0rms.
okok cia0s* !
he`s 0n d line waitg x=

sentosaaaa!

went tuh sent0sa ydae!
it was a fun trip ..
plus gan kaii t0os. (=

met up wif nic0le at tpy
then t0ok train tuh harb0ur fr0nt.
went tuh hab0ur fr0nt centre
tuh wait f0r pei sandi n Jz.
grace came t0o larr`s.
t0ok d c0ach tuh enter sent0sa.
then tuh silos0 beach.
(= plaed wif d sandd ~
sandii br0ught v0lleyball.
we plaed awhile uf vball 0nli.
c0shh handd pain arr ! ><~
haha`s.. but funn nehx.
:DD then we pr0ceeded tuh plae bball ~!
yayy ! * cheers* hahas ..
x= iim madd kaes.
but was darn fun larr ~
it`s been l0nggggggg ..
darn darn LONG since ii plaed bball kaes ><~
plaed for quite longg larr ..
uf c0sh! mine fav sp0rt =D
hahas ..alrite alrite`
ii shud calm d0wn yarr ..
after bball, lie on sand n tan.
okae`s. onli me n sandi yar?
l0l`x. then went into water n plae ~
hahas .. damn daii larr.
d 0ne hu d0esn`t wana get wet d m0st ; Jz.
actuali ish d 0ne hu g0t al wet ferst.
l0ls. zhen shi sh0u bu liao.
sat arndd .. chattd. went tuh clean up!
we bathed 0utside ><~
jux wash hair larrh`s.
then went into toilets n change..
wee ~smell sh0 nice kaes. l0l`x.
then sat on beach admire d sunset.
sandi c0rd seb askd if he reachd.
he sae he reachg larr,
n was wif a fwen.
we went tuh d far endd ware
there`s l0adx uf ..r0cks? yarr.
then seb c0rd.
came tuh find me f0r awhile,
went baq tuh his fwen ; a gerl.
(= bcum m0re shuaii le w0rr.
tuh me seem`s lyk jay hairstyle larr.
we sat arndd .. l0okg at d sky bcumg dark.
listen tuh mp3. l0okd at stars*
feelg gan kai ><~ hais.
peii cried. felt sadd. nic0le cried t0o.
sighh`~ ain`t it gan kaii.
actuali tried tuh c0rd sky,
but t0 n0 avail larr.
msgd f0n9x, but knew that she din received.
><~ `blehhx.

left sent0sa.
went tuh hab0ur fr0nt centre.
ate at y0shin0ya.
din eat th0ugh, was feelg full.
(= me pei sandi grace had sunburn.
ii g0t darker! :DD hehh`s.
but n0rt charc0al gerl,
lyk last tym ><~
hehhs .. c=
peii saw a cute`s guy.
zhen shi sh0u bu lia0s ><~
then yarr, t0ok train h0me.
sky c0rd baq.
was kinda xcited tellg him
b0uts seb bcumg shuaii ..
then he`s lyk being lame wif me larr.
0n d wae h0me,
was kinda msging wif seb. (=
he insistd d gerl`s n0rt his gf.
ok ii believe. l0lx.
sae ish his seni0r*
met in train then came al0ng wif him,
c0sh she as0 sians ~><
must b fake sehh`s x=
hahs. warteva yarr?
went h0me ; cleand mineself agains
; went 0nline. chattd n0rs*
was abit gan kai larr ..then bcum m0odless.
c0rd sky after thats.
was kipg quiets. s0wii yarr?
ii shud ap0l0gise larr.
c0sh, mayb ii shudn`t c0r d bah`s? (=
c0nfusedd yarr?
al0t uf tynkgs d0ne ydae.
t0daes t0o?
(= ~dun0es bahhs.
naw r0ttg at h0me ><~
shall g0 find sum entertainment bahh`s.
cia0s guyss.*

17o4o5

jiafeii came mine hse! l0ls.
wthh ><~
we went tuh j0gg nehs!
yarr .. haha`s sudden rytes?
ii g0t blister man!
n that dumbb sky sae me l0h.
d0ts. ><~
sh0u bu lia0s~!
yar yar, it`s n0rt d j0gging part l0h.
it`s that mine s0cks were t0o l0w,
sh0 g0t blisters n0rs ><~
pain kkae`s!
d pain ish sh0 unbearable
when ii bathe n0rs ><~ suckd.

18o4o5

went tuh medical check up.
wif jiafeii. sandi n peii acc0mpanied us.
actuali 0nli sandi larr,
c0sh that peii was late ; as usual.
then we went plaza singg take pic.
standard pic ; ne0print.
0mgg me n jiafeii`s standard pic suck ok!
><~ d0ts.

then went tuh bugis tuh mit eli.
bf0r that`s ii b0ught a bagg ><~
lala ~ :DD met up wif eli.
after that`s went tuh bugis OG
sandi b0ught sh0rts.
ok0k~ pants ..><~ jux f0r tml okaes!
l0l`s x= sh0u bu lia0s kkaes !!
hahas .. but darn ke ai d.

we went tuh tpy after thats.
met up wif f0n9x f0r dinner after her lesson!
=DD there`s cutes guy in her class.
g0od nehs xD hahas ..
hapii f0r her w0rr ~
ate le .. went tuh m0s burger slack`d.
jiafeii n sandi went baq h0me ferst.
then after that`s went baq h0me arr ~
went h0me ; bathe ; online.
><~ had a chat wif nic0le bf0r Jz c0rd herr.
then ii 0n f0ne wif sky larr,
til naw ((: ~

`tuhh f0n9xx ( slacker`s iinc. ) : yar yar .. ii wil takkaire`s l0ads kkaes ! =DD thnks f0r ur advises n everythingg, f0r sharingg ur views n all ((: ~ uu r t0o a str0ng gerl! alth0ugh we haf weak tyms .. but yar! we`l get thr0ugh it n bcum str0nger gerls .. hahas :DD d0nt sadd kkae`s. 0r rather gan kai b0uts wils0n c= as it ishh ..wart`s meant tuhh b wil b larr ..n as seb saes larr .. that`s nuttin as wart`s urs wil b urs. uu g0tta w0rk a lil' f0r d thing yea? (= that`s wart ii agree wif him larr .. h0pe we seri0usly stay in t0uch 0ften n0rs* uu jiay0us t0o yarr ? tml`s 0utingg ii wil SURELY update uu kkae`s. fang xin fang xin ! (: h0pe uu read this blogg arr ><~ duringg class or warts .. s0wii if cant b able tuh reply uu fast or always in d aftern0on tml c0sh plae water marhh`s. carry handf0ne arnd bu fang bian larr ><~ evening when we kinda settled d0wn .. wil surely giv uu FULL DETAILS larr .. hehhx

`tuhh pEiix ( slacker`s iinc. ) : ><~ p0or gerl .. d0nt crie le kkae`s~ it`s hard but we al hafta g0 thr0ugh it .. as f0n9x sae .. uu`r a str0ng gerl, uu CAN d0 it ! (= jux nid tym! me f0n9x n al wil ALWAYS b there f0r uu if uu nid us n0rs* jux gimme a c0r if uu nid me! c= *g0sh. that dae uu c0rd n cried ii nearly cried ><~ hai`s. ii guess it`s been l0ngg since WE .. yar we~ c0rd each 0ther n crie .. sighh ~ gan kaii* bahhs .. cheer upp yeaa ? mine dearrrrrrrr fwenn .. uu inspire me kkae! n uu MUST c0ntinue tuh inspire nd enlightend me (= ii seri0usly l0ve ur smile m0re .. d cheerful uu ~jux let everything fall int0 place itself. mayb uu`l feel betta yarr? c= ~ we`l haf a g0od t0k tml kkae`s? mayb uu`l nid mine sh0ulder~ hahas .. o0r uu wan sebastian`s? x= o0pps* ! hahas .. alrite st0p mine crapp ..............o0hh yarr ! lastly, CONGRATS! uu g0t into chinese stardiees .. ni meng mei yi qiu de :DD *BIGG HUG9S!~

`tuhh jiafeii : if uu`r g0ing TP .. we`r SHO g0na b a 3 tym same sk0ol fwen n0rs* hahas .. =DD uu may n0rt lyk wart c0urse uu g0t int0 naw, but hu n0es when uu stardiee le uu`l lyk it? lyfe`s unpredictable? (: giv it a sh0t ! relati0nshipp stuffs .. ii g0t nuttin muchh tuh sae tuh uu b0ut this l0hh`s. get 0ver it fast ~! (= he`s a great guy but a sucky 0ne t0o. c0ntradictg yarr? but it`s jux lyk thiss .. g0od things d0nt last f0rever ~ st0p feelingg kit 0ver that matter .. ii had a great chat wif uu that dae when it was yiting`s chalet. we`v lyk ner d0ne it bf0r .. (= reali t0kd b0ut everything. gan kai b0ut everything. ~uu takkaire`s kkaes!!!!! ><~ arghh ..ii cant imagine mineself in a new envir0nment man .. aniwae, uu`l find d ryte guy!! sh0 many lyk uu .. anihaw pick larr x=! hahas .. jk larr =Pp d ryte 0ne wil c0me when it`s tym! n0e when tuh giv n when tuh take (= ~ uu 0nli g0ne thru it 0nce. me pei f0n9x went thru much m0re than uu, but we stil survived! alth0ugh it may n0rt seem we`r d0ingg damn fine in this area .. but we pulld thr0ugh it ! g0t int0 new relati0nships n stuff .. yarr~ uu sh0 pretty, n0 pr0b d xD ~jux find d ryte 0ne hu l0ve uu l0ads yarr?

`mine fwenns : iim g0na miss al uf uu .. al d mem0ries uu al haf given me. every single 0ne uf uu hu`v cr0ssed mine path, uu reali did make me f0r hu ii m t0daes. (= n yar, thanks! b it badd 0r g0od, thanks yarr? every0ne`s seperating fr0m each 0ther l0ads ii supp0se? diff p0ly diff c0urse. make sure we kip in c0ntact yarr ? ii cant aff0rd tuhh l0se ani0ne uf uu .. esp (slacker`s iinc ... jiafeii ) it`s g0ne b a new j0urney f0r al uf us .. let`s g0 thru it as haw we always did in d past, 0r mayb d0 it betta naw c= anithing jux gimme a c0r or sms .. try mine vehh best tuh reach uu baq if ii did miss ur c0r (: ++huggggs! *mwahhhhx.~

todae`s post shall b S H O R T.
hehh`s ..yarr =Pp

jiafeii went tuh mine hse t0daes.
><~ settle s0me TP`s admin stuffs.
then slack`d in mine hse larr.
hehh`s. jf was saeingg,
lyk everydae aso g0ts pepo
c0me tuh mine hse h0rr.
thurs was pei ; nic0le ; n all.
frii was peii n sandii.
then t0dae it`s jiafeii.
l0l`s ~tml hu nehx? ><~
n0 0ne larr .. hehhs.

ii ate steamb0at t0daes agains!
><~! omgg ..hahas
sh0u bu lia0s man.
ate steamb0at twice a week.
FAT si arr !
l0l`s ~jiafeii ate t0o!
haha`s x=

chattd online l0hh`s.
thnk`s f0n9x n nic0le ((:
ii guess ii n0e warts tuh d0?
alth0ugh it`s hardd ..
but yar ; mayb leaving things
as it ish naw, ish g0od nuff f0r me.
c= ~thnks f0r sharing ur views.

naw sms-ingg wif sky larr ><~
he at changi c gays nehs!
sho eeeks kkae`s.
but heard that th0se gays
damn chi0 d n0rss!
haha`s .. guys must b dr0ol-ingg*
ii as0 wana c !! hahas x=
lalla`s ~ii shud b hapii uu g0t
al0t uf trust in me yarr?
hahas :DD ~

shud b g0ing tuh sent0sa 0n tues.
wif seb yarr?
n pei sandi nic0le Jz.
x= he d0esn`t n0e b0uts
nic0le n Jz g0ingg.
heck`d. haa`s ~
jux h0pe he d0nt c this p0st
til tues n0rrs*
:DD kaka`s ~

ca0caos!
- end uf p0st -

ii changd mine blog s0ngg.
it`s an OST fr0m d0u yu.
damn nice. kinda r0mantic feelg c=
s0wii if it`s abit s0ft ><~
turn up d v0lume uf ur speakers?
hehh`s. c=

ydae n t0daes chattd wif seb.
abit weird yarr?
ii tynk sh0 t0o.
hehh`s. knew that he`s g0t a gf !
*wheets ..iim hapii f0r uu` :DD
seb ; if uu read mine bl0gg,
l0ve her m0re kkae`s?
if n0rt uu`r beingg unfair tuhh her ><~
she deserve ur wh0le heart since
uu acceptd her as uf gerlfwen. (:

lalla`s ~seb askd me 0uts ><~
0kie`s thats sh0 weird kaes.
tuhh east c0ast.
tues yarr? hmm ..yepp`s.
shudd b g0ingg larr ~
((: ~duhh`s.

peii n sandi came tuh mine hse t0dae.
slack`d larr ~
hehh`s ((: ..
sandii helpd me wif mine TP d admin stuff.
lalla`s ~dumbb jiafeii tml then c0me larr.
hmm`s .. t0dae`s a b0ringg dae.

chattd 0nline
smsd ~
plaed 0nline games.
urm`s, nuttin muchh?
n yar ; surprisingly,
adels n0rt on f0ne yarr? c=
slpg so0nn ii guess.
yar, cia0s*

wee ~! ii had steamb0at t0daes
c= d bbq type, at mine hse !
wif jiafeii dee pei nic0le Jz
eli came but she din eat ..

met up wif jiafeii at 3++
><~ at ferst had difficulty
persuading jf sandi n peii tuhh g0 man.
me n nic0le sh0u bu lia0x them.
but yar ; they went. c=
hehhs ..

met up wif nic0le then.
went tuhh j8 d NTUC.
b0ught f0od.
b0ught alc0h0l/beer.
hehhs~ fun larr.
went tuh mine hse.
prepare d f0od ><~
pei n sandi came.
we t0ok lyk 1 hr+ tuh prepare.
me nic0le n jiafeii prepare larr.
0k Jz did help pluck a few vegetables.
hahhs :DD
that pei n sandi watch tv nia ><~
hahs ~sh0u bu lia0x.
then .. WE STARTD EATING =Pp
ate f0r lyk 2h0urs?
wahh ..pr0 sehh ><~
we din finish d f0od th0ugh larr.
hehhs.
Jz pr0 larr ..drink l0adsx uf beer.
stil clear n awake sehh ><~
he plaed ps2 wif mine y0unger br0.
c0sh mine irritating br0
kip pesteringg him since he came h0me.
l0l`s .. p0or Jz, s0wii arr~
pei sandi n eli left earli.
c0sh eli g0tta get her mum`s pressie.
c0sh tml her mum`s bdae lerrs c=
me jiafei n nic0le stayd
in mine r0om n slack`d.
chattd .. drank j0lly shandy?
haa`s* yarr ..
they left at 9+ larr ~

went baq 0nline.
watchd s0me tv ~
><~ m b0redd naw lerr ..
it`s thurs t0daes.
h0pe m0n c0me quick.
n get mine pay ..
then can get mine new f0ne ! (:

`tuh nic0le ;
thanx f0r d treat t0dae yarr? pls pls pls let us ; me, peii, sandii, jiafei ; treat uu s0me tym kkaes? ((: n yarr ..pls d0nt pr0m0te me in ur blogg arr ><~ ii wil die man. sh0u bu lia0 nii .. beingg able tuhh c0ok n stuff`s ok0k 0nli larr, nuttin special s= ..uhh ~n ii dun0e whie he din bl0gg b0uts me in his blogg yarr c= mayb uu ask him larr? l0lx. kkaes larr that`s b0ut al.

12o4o5
met up wif jiafei felicia n yiting.
we went kb0x :DD !
janice n xia0huii supp0sed
tuhh j0in us but they went watch
m0vie instead. yar c=

damn farni larhs.
felicia n her bf kip bickering.
0ne thing ii luff til pengg ish
her bf d0wan singg.
then felicia said he d0wan sing lar.
shy + sing n0rt nice.
then d bf sae if he sing tml bcum
singer ler larhs. l0lx
wth l0h`s. ha0 xia0 larrh ~hehx.

went f0r dinner at m0s.
went baq h0me.
chattd 0n f0ne.
c0rd him n watchd sum
gr0ss jap sh0w ><~!
EX n0rs* ii nearli cried.
s0wii iim WEAK!
ok ii admit =.-x
dnia0s* but it`s supa gr0ss.
stupid sprial sh0w,
sum0re sh0 draggy.
n that dumbb guy
pang sehh me g0 slpp.
ii had a hard tym fallingg aslp!
s= grrr ..

13o4o5
went party w0rld wif
pei eli f0n9x eve dee kai.
weets* haas ..
fun larhh`s c= !

was 0n f0ne wif nic0le
bf0r ii met up wif eve n all.
><~ haas* she amuse me larr.
d gerl, but she als0 p0or thingg.
but she`s abit fan jian larr,
n0e pep0 wil sae her lerrs
stil tagg al0ngg.
hahas x= 0kok, ji dian k0u de.

sangg n we pr0ceeded baq h0me.
saw kian h0ngg. hurr ~
nic0le c0rd. chattd wif her.
w0w me f0n9x n eve ran f0r d damn bus! >.<~
it`s been quite sum tym ii ran
hahas. suck`d.
then 0n f0ne wif nic0le,
f0r quite s0me tym.
hungg upp. c0rd sky.
hurr ~ x=
s0wii askd uu tuhh acc0mpany me.
but since uu installing ur c0m stuff
acc0mpany me as0 nermind larr.
ii as0 acc0mpany uu marh`s.
hehs ! x=

went h0me. 0nline.
went bathe. chattd ~
><~ naw 0n f0ne wif sky.
lalla ~signs uff. c=

><~ iim sh0 pissd uf wif xcess0ries*
alrites d sh0p sucks !
ani0ne hu c this p0st pls
pls help me spreadd w0rd >.<~
xcess d thingy sucks l0hh.
betta n0rts buy !
s= hahas ..
okiie`s iim badd ..
but wtf? me yitingg n jf`s pay
r beingg held baq.
they sae ps d 0utlet al0t uf bagg l0st.
lyk it`s 0ur fault lydats =.-!
if sh0, whie aren`t janice n anna`s 0ne held baq but instead uf onli d 3 uf us?
that`s pure bias t0wards us l0hx.
damn mal. ><~ haw sucky can d management b.
it`s said we can get 0ur pay t0daes.
n they said it`s held baq ..
haw do ii get mine fone !! =.-x
`blehhs ..hahas x=
alrites, but whie r they h0ldingg baq?
suspect us? wantingg tuhh deduct 0ur pay?
that`s sh0 unreas0nable.
fuck it x=
yarr ..but ><~ sucks l0hhx.
grr ..MINE dear c0usins !
j0yce n vivien. d0nt g0 there anim0re !

alrites ii shall c0ol d0wn ..
*phew ~~~~ >.<"
went outs wif jf felicia n yiting.
met up at novena.
then kelly j0ind us.
c= ~went w0kd arndd 0rchardd.
sian larr ..n0 pay x=
hahas ..><~!
yar ..then sian sian`
jux wind0w sh0pp ..
then ii headed baq tuh tpy
met up wif f0n9x.
c0sh she g0ingg NTUC wif her mum,
n their bringing her nephew alongg
cutes dao ji dian kkaes ! :DD

helpd them carry s0me stuffs.
push d baby tr0lley.
went tuhh f0n9x hse tuhh slack`d.
hahas herr mum vehh ke aii`s.
kip asking me stay f0r dinner.
ii aso bu ha0 yi si larr >.<~
thnks aniwae yar? =Pp
t0kd tuhh f0n9x ..
watchd sum tv ..
plaed wif her cutes nephew ..
n ii kn0w f0n9`x may disagree,
hahas .. ^-^x

naw 0n f0ne`s.
lallas ~b0redddd !
x= o0ps* hehhx.
cia0s* ii guess mine sk0ol wil b TP!
n IT c0urse? suckd !
t0tali .. ><~
n0ites ! takkaire`s*

w0ots*
ydae was yitingg`s bdae.
hapi belated bdae gerl c= ~!
went tuhh her chalet at pasir ris.
c0asta sandd res0rtt .. ~
in d aftern0on peii came tuhh mine hse
we slackd til eveningg ..
jiafeii came, ii prepared.
n we left h0use ..

met up wif felicia n janice
at pasir ris mrt stati0n.
t0ok cabb 0ver tuhh d place.
c0shh we aren`t sure which bus
tuhh take (: ~
went tuhh d chalet.
we startd eatingg.
l0lx. we were d ferst grp uf pep0.
felicia helpd 0ut larh`s.
c0shh she n yitingg r fwens since small.

her fwens came n all ..
we went upstairs tuhh d r0om
n plaed p0ker cards
c0shh we`r t0o b0redd.
hehh`x.
yitingg`s fwen al c0rd her brenda n0rs*
c= we sang bdae s0ngg,
she cut her cake.
wheet`s ~21 lerr w0rs (:

her fwens prank`d her.
smashed cake 0n her face >.<~
haa`s. baddie but farni l0hhx.
we t0ok s0me f0t0s,
slackd arndd.
watchd s0me tv.
then t0ok taxi n pr0ceeded baq h0me.

we sent janice baq h0me ferst
then we tw0 pr0ceeded t0 mine hse.
0n d wae baq abit gan kai.
gan kai b0uts gr0wingg up.
d resp0nsibilities we hafta bare.
>.<~ cant imagine 0urselves in d adult w0rld.
wil we stil kipp in c0ntact in d future?
n l0adx uf stuffs c=

jiafeii came 0ver n stay n0rs*
we slackd arndd 0nline,
t0ok s0me f0t0s~
then we went bathe.
c0okd s0me maggie mee s=
t0m yam bee ho0n.
l0lx ~ate til ii puke.
yar ii reali did >.<~
dumbb jiafeii stil can c0nt eatingg
finishingg d rest man.
l0lx ~ii reali peii fu* xD

ufflined at 4+ ~
was supp0sed tuhh slpp at 4:45.
but we chattd n0rs*
t0kd b0ut sky.
she t0kd b0ut hy.
chattd b0uts bgr.
everythingg`s that fun c=
d feel9`s great.
been a l0ngg l0ngg tym since
d last tym ii had a fwen hu t0n-d at mine hse.
n it`s d ferst tym we neh slp ler.
haha`s. xD

chattd til 7~
she left.
ii smsd wif sky.
but after thats he ner reply larh`s.
sh0 ii went tuhh slpp >.<~
that`s b0ut al larhs.
this aftern0on.
wakie lerr` ate smth.
watch tv til naw n0rs*
nuttin muchh c= !


a dell x . nd . jia feii`


adell - piggy - jiafeii

adel . piggy . jiafeii

iim baq tuhh blogingg ..
c0shh iim b0redd`
sighh .. =c
0kie`s ii shant b sadd.

t0dae`s went 0uts wif felicia n jiafeii.
may din c0me al0ngg c0shh ..
she`s sickk .. g0o h0me rest`
sae leslie, nich0las n y0ng hengg.
but ! ii ferg0t tuhh return
les his m0ney agains. >.<~
sh0 dumbb uf mae.

chattd wif anna f0r awhile.
met up wif felicia.
went w0rkingg arndd 0rchard.
lyfe`s sh0 siann.
hai`s ..iim always c0mplaingg =c
pep0`s getting siick uf me.
~

felicia met up wif her bf(benny)
they g0 watch "the pacifier"
then mae n jiafeii pr0ceeded baq h0me.

8th uf april. t0daes actuali.
but ii shall bl0gg b0ut`s yitingg`s bdae
thinggy tml ..c=
miting up wif janice jf felicia
tuhh g0 tuhh yiting`s chalet.

n0rt sure if jf`s c0mingg
mine hse tuhh stay 0va.
s= ~

ii cant slp.
but yar,
ehh ..n0ites*

lalla`s ~(++_)
iim 0n f0ne ..
n bl0gingg ~
yar ; iim t0o b0redd >.<"
stupid guy eatingg cup n0odle
x= l0l`s.

(--*) t0dae slack`d at h0me
f0r d WHOLE darn dae again`s.
l0lx =.-s
supa dupa ultra sian man.
d sian-ness in mae ishh
addingg upp everydae >_<

tml g0ingg 0uts wif jiafeii
:DD yay ! finalli adel`s getting 0utta hse.

* c h e e r s ! * (-^ ^-)V

haha`s. iim madd.
we g0na g0 get yitingg`s bdae pressie
c= ! g0 visit felicia t0o.
ii missd her !
missd her crapp`s n all ..
=Pp keke`s.

jiafeii`s g0na c0me mine hse
n get c0mbined sci d textb0ok.
dnia0s* inside g0t l0tsa writinggs man
s= ~
: p.s t0 jiafeii : if uu c it, d0nt c0mment arr`s.
that`s last tym naive d me
write d stupidd stuff`s.
l0l`x. arrghh >.<"
sh0 paiisehh man (.._)

l0lx` kkaes larhh`s.
iim t0o t0o t0o b0redd !
shall endd mine p0st c=
nites nitex all ..
-huggies terr slacker`s inc.*
^-^x sweetest dream`s ..

din blogg ydae.
m sh0 b0redd.
mine lyfe`s jux simply slackingg.
>.<" `blehhs ..
it`s sh0 c0ldd naw !!
uhh ..kkae`s
; anti - climax.

0nline ; 0n f0ne ; slp.
mine daily r0utine. c=

lallala`s ~wr0te a few testim0nials
due t0 d severe b0red0m.
l0l`x. p0std a bulletin.
=.-x nuttin` muchh ..
buaiis (: !

wassup wif mae?
iim sh0 w0rried b0ut
me getting int0 a p0ly.
0h, sh0 wil ii?
d0tx.

lyfe`s a mess f0r me.
sh0 f9 screwd. >.<"
sh0 everythingg is practically
g0ingg oh-s0-wr0ngg f0r mae.

naw ii seri0usly w0nder.
d0 pep0 read mine bl0gg?
mayb ii sud jux write a diary.
c= mine pers0nal lyfe.
mine 0wn lil' w0rld.
kip everything t0 mineself bahh`s.

always present a hapii smile 0n mine face
; even if iim n0rt feel9 lyk this.
mayb lyfe g0es well lyk this,
reali well ..?

ign0rance t0 everythingg.
everythingg that`s happening.
n it`s al ..me mineself n ii`
whie shud ii care.
c=

>.<" damn msn ..
g0t pr0bb cant sign in s=
iim damn b0redd (.._) ~

smsingg wif marc nic0le n sky.
hurr ~but iim stil b0redd !
after bl0gging ii shall c0r him.

t0dae`s ii met up wif peii !
haa`s. urm`s ..n f0n9x + nic0le.
then Jz j0ind.
met in tpy.
had mine brunch~
went t0 bugis >.<"
w0kd arndd ..
headed t0 far east ~
thenn heeren`s ..
c0shh nic0le wana mit her twinne ; lisa.
w0ahs she wearingg black st0ck9.
..peii fu* >.<"
hehh`s ~

met up wif grace.
w0kd t0 plaza singg`
c= f0n9x went t0 take standard f0to.
f0r RP, t0 make her ez-link.
ii went t0 visit felicia ~
she w0rkd wif d hide0us gerl agains (++_)
l0l`s x=
alritey, ji dian k0u de ~hehh`s.

felicia quittingg n g0na w0rk at yamaha ~
*wheets ~c0ngratts nehh !
=Pp get 0utta d sucky c0mpany.
dnia0s* >.<"
hehh`s ..

saw jiafeii wif kelly n guishengg.
she`s wearingg a kinda street-style t0p.
green n purple?
cant rmbr c=
but n0rt lyk her usual wearingg.
when wif kelly then wil dress lydats bah`s.
must pei he ~ (:

met up wif sandi t0 get her sis`s bdae pressie.
went t0 f0odc0urt f0r dinner.
Jz t0tali sh0wd his true c0l0urs >.<"
he`s supa dupa lame n0rs*
s= nic0le sae he wil crapp wif mae.
..agrees man.*

_ n0ds n0ds headd _

haha`s :DD
went h0me wif f0n9x nic0le n Jz.
sandi pei n grace c0nt to sh0p f0r
their c0lleague`s bdae pressie.

t0dae was pure slackingg dae.
w0rst than slackingg.
we had n0 aim t0dae.
jux simply w0kingg arndd =.-x
s0undds b0 liao`s.
n ii t0tali agree ! x=
hehh`s ~

iim b0redd ..
shall g0 uffline`
sh0 d0ts.
stupidd msn >.<"
cia0s ~
n0ites ((:

` l0ve d0esn`t hav t0 hurtt ..sh0 feel g0od .*

lallalas ~
iim baq ta bloggy wif a diff mood.
new blog song.
r0ck`s bahh !
AK kkaes. mine fav (:
- l0ve d0esn`t hafta hurt .*

alritey ~
went f0r m0vie wif jiafeii
si0k n marc t0daes ..(:
watchd 'h0use uf fury'.
SUPA nice kkaes !
MINE feng de lun ishh damn shuaii !
sum0re bf0r d sh0w g0t sh0w ..
advertisement uf mine JAY~
=Pp ~kaka`s ..
ii emphasized 0n d MINE* hehhs.

d sh0w was superbly nice.
but ii cried.
urm`s ..was t0o em0ti0nal >.<"
hehh`s ..n0 d0ubt it`s nice n farni.
=Pp kekes ..
jiafeii was lyk tellingg mae,
uu cant crie, later ur mascara gone.
then ii said smth lyk,
wun larh`s. it`s waterpr0of.
l0l`s. iim sh0 dumbb sehh.
>.<" ~t0o em0ti0nal ..

kinda l0ads uf thingy happeningg
betwn mae n sky.
ii shal n0rt bl0gg b0uts it (:
but ii knew that he g0t a blogg !
haa`s ..in fwenster >.<"
sh0 dumbb ..
but nermindd ..shall c him update everydae`
l0l`s ~~ =Pp

iim quitting mine j0b s0on.
it`s sh0 suckd man ..
cant wait t0 get mine pay
n buy a new handph0ne.
hehhs :DD ~
bigg butt o0r 761o? >.<

hmm`s ..was 0n f0ne wif nic0le
bf0r ii came blogging ..
she`s b0redd ..
n iim t0o s=
ii din n0e it was 0nli lyk
12+ when she c0rd.
ii t0t it was lyk 2+ or smth ..
sh0 d0tx rytes. =.-x

tml mitingg up wif peii !
>.< 0mgg it`s been sh0 l0ngg ii c her.
uhh, actuali n0 larh`s.
hehh`s ~jux missd t0kingg wif her (:

:: mine reply t0 f0n9x ::
thnk`s f0r havingg a p0st b0uts me ..(: yeahh ..ii n0e wart`s t0 do. ydae on f0ne wif uu til 5am, thnks ahh. listen to mine pr0bbs alth0ughh uu`r siick. uu must takkaires l0adx narhh`s ! c= ii get wart uu mean n ii tynk ii n0e wart ii shud d0. ii`l try t0 make sure ii wun get hurt c=. ii n0e uu care n uu`r pr0tective uf mae. reali pr0udd t0 haf uu as a fwen *s0mpa. ^-^x reali appreciate al that uu`v d0ne n0rs* hehhs ..aniwae uu as0 must jiay0u w0rs* sk0ol startingg le ..h0pe RP g0t SHUAI GEs ! hahas x= alritey ii shall st0pp crappingg ..

alritey ..g0tta c0r sky ~
enddingg mine p0st naw.
cia0s* ~