28o8o5

went t sk0ol f0r lect nd lab.
><~ b0ringg.
met up with chee ee; sandi nd grace at bugis.
sh0ppd arnd f0r teachers' dae pressie.
in d end decided t make c0okies.
met up with peii at TPY.
b0ught ingredients nd headed t mine h0use.
me nd sandi made d c0okies laa..
peii nd grace slackd/d0 h0mew0rk? yup.
did a card f0r ms ch0ng (:
baked c0okies f0r ms ch0ng nd mrs raj.
h0ho ~
dun0es nice an0rts.
0nli n0e me peii nd dee try til s0rethr0at le.
they went baq h0me.
nd as usual mine mum kp me.
ii secretly 0nline laa ~
then t0kd t pepo bit.
b0ii c0rd after thats.
ii was s0 freakg TIRED.
but jux t0k t him n0rs*
slept at 3:35am.

31o8o5

IIM SO FREAKG TIRED!

tdaes g0 baq BHSS. (:
w0ke up damn earli T.T
7:15am. slept f0r a FEW h0urs ONLY~
ii MISS gek theng; ms ch0ng; mrs raj; EVERYONE!
h0ho ~ gek theng kissd me 0n d cheeks.
xD mine bestest jiemei. ii l0ve her*
she g0t A f0r chi o's.
s0 happy f0r her can ~
aniwae ii drifted mine t0pic.
saw xia0wei nd clique d dance.
xia0wei is as sh0rt laa .
but stil as hk (:
h0ho ..

met up with fwens nd all.
h0ho ~ (:
kianh0ng cutes!
saw manda; lucas; priya ..etc
chattd with ms ch0ng; mrs raj; mr k0h .. etc
actuali wantd t g0 klunch,
ended up went kb0x.
slackd arnd at NS til 1+.
t0ok bus t paradiz.
nd all thanks t karads, we actuali t0ok d wr0ng bus.
ii din n0e ware we ended up at.
but lucki alex did n0e d wae t paradiz.
karads nd eli went t napfa d0 their pr0j.
ended up me dee nd peii went t kb0x baa..
f0ngss nd cherr nd nich; pink nich went t plae drum.
aniwae ii saw alex mei.
hahas ! quite ha0 kan laa.
bcum m0re studi0us le.
h0ho ~ ^^

after kb0x met up with f0ngss nd all at parklane arcade.
nich nd pink nich plaed drum mania.
pink nich SO COOL can!
h0ho .. betta than nich le
n0rt badd `tsk.
went t cine t meet hy's sis.
slackd. acc0mpanied karads f0r dinner nd headed baq h0me.

ii jux realise ii'v NO TYM TO STUDY!
nd WTF! T.T
ii d0nt wana FLUNG all mine papers!!
iim n0rt g0na sleep.
ii'l try t study tn0ites.

so many things t do, so lil' tym.

iim sowii.
guys, ii din noe things will turn out this wae.
ii din want it.

b0ii; sowii for al d tr0uble.
ii dun0es wart t sae.
alr said t uu le.

joy; ii noe uu care.
ii sent uu d sms le.
ii h0pe uu understand.
thanks!

sijie; ii noe uu care.
but ii noe wart iim doingg.

ian; dont b dumb nd wana c0nfr0nt him.
thanks . at least ii n0e pepo cares
but ii reali dont nid thiss ..

peii; sandii; f0ngss..
iim s0wii ydae make uu al w0rry.
ii'l b fine.


pepo, ii pr0mise ii'l b fine.
ii noe wart iim doing.
ii said previ0usly,
ii jux want pepo t listen t me if ii need them.
pls d0nt c0mment.
bc0x, ii n0e ii n0e that ii shud b d0ing 0therwise.
but ii din.
ii noe wart ii shud do.
but ii jux din.
ii noe wart uu all r gona tel me if ii tell uu wart happend.
but ii onli need listeng ear.
REALLY ...
ii noe uu guys cared l0ads.
nd ii l0ve uu guys.
but iim s0wii if iim 0ffensive tdaes.
iim reali glad t have uu all as mine fwens.
iim s0wii f0r everything that happend.
ii pr0mise ii'l b fine.
in r/s we expect tears nd j0y.
jux part nd parcel uf lyfe.
ii n0e wart iim d0ing.
thanks guys.
thanks f0r always being there when ii needed uu.
ii l0ve uu'l.
pls b fine.
thanks againss ...

ii cried ydae.
j0y; f0ngss; peii; dee.
s0wii t let uu all w0rry.
0h yaa, ian t0o.
((: iim fine n0w.
aiyaa ii veh dumb.
misunderstandg?
n0ds* ><~
damn pengg .
t tynk ii cried lyk a stupid gurl.
but g0od laa,
ii wantd t cry s0 much..
ydae cry le feel much betta.
(:

hello pepo (:
went 0uts with j0celyn tdaes.
m0vie!! ^^
watchd drink drank drunk.
h0ho ~ hk d m0vie.
nice nicee ~
ii teard. ll0ls
nice st0ry line baa ..
d guy HK ! wu yan zu.
h0ho ..

watchd superstar in d aftern0on.
chanel is COOL! hurr ^^
then meet up with j0y at PS ..
went t buy m0vie tix f0r 6:5o d sh0w.
went t burger king t slack.

j0y finishd 0ne large 0ni0n ringg! llols

we slackd ar0und.
it was stil damn earli ..
went t take ne0print, agains.
ll0ls ~~



after thats watchd s0me perf0rmance.
slackd 0ur way thru every level..
went t d arcade then.
we plaed DDR; dayt0na; etc.
we g0 catch th0se s0ft t0y t0os.
but t n0 avail T.T
ferst tym g0t a c0uple bside us,
they damn xcited ehh ..
c0sh we DID grab d s0ft t0y,
then they sh0utd enthu-ly "zua dao le zua dao le!"
!= h0ho ~me nd j0y was lyk, qnmrk?
ll0lx.
we went t swensens t have ICE CREAM x)

mine fr0std ch0c0late malt

nd j0y's walfer ice cream!
yummy* xD
went baq t arcade after thatss.
playd sum0re dayt0na.
met nich nd cherr laa ~
then nich plaed drum mania.
h0ho ~ HK can! (:
j0y was lyk, s0 fun!
kip persuadg me g0 learn t plaee ~
dniaos* pengg laa.

we pr0ceeded t watch m0vie; FINALLY.
b0ught f0od laa ~


nach0s nd JUMBO h0td0g! ll0ls x=
aniwae, it's a NICE NICE NICE sh0ww ...
farni laa .
if g0t tym g0 watchie baa.
h0ho ~ ^^
t0ok a pic in d cinema ..

hmm, after sh0w jiu g0 h0me le n0rs (:
yupp!

mine mum kp me laa..
so bu shuang ><~
tsk`
ain't g0na t0k b0ut it.
(:

buaiis pepo.
noties x)
tml must start studyg le!
jiay0us*

thank youu pepo. (:
ii n0e uu all care ..
cher;f0ngss;sandii;j0y;sijie .
xie xie ni men.
l0ve ya'l t0os.. c=

it's t0ugh peri0d n0w.
ii n0e ii g0tta b str0ng.
(: iim happy that uu guys r there f0r me.

ii din wana tel ani0ne.
bc0s ii n0e wart they'r g0na tel me.
ii n0e they'l c0ndemn him.
they'l sae he's a flirt;
they'l sae he's n0rt g0od;
they'l feel damn kit b0uts wart he did;
they'l tel me b str0ng;
they'l tel me they'l b there f0r me;
they'l tel me l0ads nd l0ads.
ii n0e uu all reali care.
ii dun0es y ii refuse t tel ani0ne.
ii guess ii 0nli need a listeng ear.
nd that's all baa ..
s0me0ne t listen t me nd that's g0od nuff.
save d advices baa.
ii n0e ii n0e wart ii shud do.
bc0x ii n0e wart ii shud do nd ii din,
ii s0meh0w f0und mineself nuisance.
yup yupp ..
actuali dunoes wart iim saeing.
if uu get it jiu ha0 l0h (:
h0ho ~

tdaes is a slacker dae.
ll0lx ~
slackd nd r0ttd at h0me as usual.
h0ho ^^
din d0 anithing great laa .. llols
exams r on 5th, 6th nd 7th uf sept.
nearg ehh!
must start studyg 0n m0n l0hh ^^ !
tml mayb g0ing 0uts with gurl(j0y).
hurr ~watchie m0vie xD
damn l0ng ner watch le w0rr ..
h0ho ~ ii wana watch that 'qian bei bu zui'
seems nice xD
keke .

p0or b0ii.
always tynkg he's sh0rt.
average baa ..
n0rt c0untd as tall n0r sh0rt. (:
but LH jiu ha0s*
tynk t0o much le baa..
pr0s nd c0ns.
sae le, all in all, happi jiu ha0s*
cheeri0s s0on baa ^^
h0ho .. bu zhi dao wart iim saeing aso

endg p0st le
buaiis pepo.
nd n0ites! x)

hello pepo.
these few weeks are sad.
ii din get t blogg ydae.
din even go 0nline at n0ites*

ydae n0ites was sad.
tdaes t0o ..
ii jux feel s0 kit.
ii d0nt understand why d0nt uu understand.
s0 many thinggs ~
hais *
T.T
ii dun0ess ..
ii as0 d0nt understand why do uu have s0 many restricti0ns f0r me..
why do ii always seem so wr0ng t uu~
mayb iim jux useless in ur eyes,
as c0mpared t br0.
hais ..

tdaes is deadline f0r prsp assignment 2.
nd, ii jux tynk ii did BADLY.
ii g0t baq alice assignment.
ii g0t a C.
iim sad.
ii did s0 much, jux t get a C.
things r al s0 wr0ngg.
hais )):
mayb iim jux n0rt g0od nuff ....


it takes many t c0nvince that iim g0od. 0ne is enuff t being me DOWN.

ii want t be d same lyk bf0r.

crying in fr0nt uf d c0m;
hugging mine pill0w nd cry;
crying 0ver d f0ne...

gone gone gone.
off shall uu go.
outta mine lyfe.
please..
hais T.T
uu made me so sick uf mineself.
ii w0nt b fine ..
ii w0nt b alrite .
y must it b lydats.
d0nt uu n0e it t0tally suckd?
d0nt uu n0e this hurts?
why ..
hais

evening. (:
what a day uf slackg f0r me.
h0ho ~
did abit uf java.
thanks sijie nd j0y f0r it ((:

after thats, it was PURE SLACKG.
ii went t watch tv.
then baq 0nline t chat.
went t find new winamp skins.
veh cutes 0ne ~
h0ho ^^

startg t l0ve 2 s0ngs by McFly.
all ab0ut youu nd she left me.
ha0 ting (: !
hurr ~
must go nd listen ehh .. xD



narut0~ h0ho. kakashi (: d curs0r is sharingan ehh.



ch0c0bu delight! finalfantasy xD cutes ain't?



handwrite. r0fl ~DAMN ke ai can . lyk 0wnself draw d

aniwae ..
din g0 t watch superstar live.
h0ho ~ (:
chee ee sae must catch them live.
d0nt w0rry ((:
will see uu alex nd wei da.
h0ho ^^

kkaes.
0ff ii go.
nth t sae le (:


ii am beautiful, n0 matter what they sae, w0rds cant bring me d0wn .

halos pepo.
it's an0ther dae ..
sad dae til n0w.
ii h0pe laters will get betta ~
>< ..

ii may seem s0 alrite t uu.
but iim s0 suppressing mine feelgs.
ii tried t b fine;
ii tried t b alrites.
yeah ii did it.
ii was 0h-so-n0rmal when ii t0kd t uu.
ii can laugh; smile; j0ke.
but ii wasn't in d least 0kay.
ii may seem immune nd lanlan t stuffs.
but in actual fact, iim s0 hurt deep d0wn.
evrything uu d0 is c0nfusing me..
iim dumb.
iim s0 so dumbb.
y cant ii let g0 .
ii cant seem t let g0 ..
hais *
mayb mine smile nd laughter was f0r real.
but, when ii quiet d0wn.
things start p0uring baq agains.
ii jux hate t b al0ne.
)): sigh ..
friendster has always killd me.
nd is stil d0ingg s0~
it's s0 irks0me.
ii wana cry, but ii cant.
it's s0 unbearable.
fuck.
ii dun0es.
iim l0st.

d0ing java n0w.
suck t d c0re..
ii dun0es h0w t g0 b0uts editg;
t get d results uf advanced feature.
pengg*

f0ngss; thanks. (:




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ello pepo.
well, apparently tdaes ain't a g0od dae t0os.
((:
despite d guy n0rt pesterg me f0r a dae;
it's stil a bad dae.

skippd lect.
s0wii ii was damn tired.
hais
LAZY ME .
ii dun0es when can ii slap mineself awake,
nd be studi0us.
exams s0on.
h0ho ~
g0od luck t me man.
jux h0pe ii pass ..

prsp;
editg c0des nd all.
nth t menti0n.
tryg it 0uts tml.

having cmaths cl0se b0ok test2 0n thurs.
yupp; nearly ferg0ts.
thanks j0y f0r remindg.

d0ne l0ads uf survey f0r d diff subjects.
plain BORING.
thank you.
wasted mine tym d0ingg.
anih0w ans niaa ~

aniwae sandi said she's chi0bu;
ii rmbrd t blog b0uts it.
((:

stupid sandi; always fl0od mine taggy.
f0ngss; cheeri0s* ((: l0ve ya l0ads.
lEx; s0me guy uu dun0ess . thanks f0r d prsp hint*
eliza; thanks f0r tagging c=

- iim sad. tell me a joke -

bleahs.
t0kg t b0ii n0w.
h0hoh0 ~iim unhappy.
YA II M !
ii may s0und n0rmal 0n f0ne but ii am UNHAPPY.
ii dun0es wart iim unhappy b0ut,
but iim jux feelg thats!
it suck suck suck.
suck t d c0re.
ii m s0 so paran0id nd it suck t0o!
fuck .
ii dun0es wart iim bl0gging.
bleahs ~
qu si baa!

aniwae..
sandii; please d0nt give up.
jux left bits nia ..
d0nt give up kkaes .
jiay0us * ((:
anithing if ii can help,
ii'l help uu d ^^
ii'l try kk ..
jiay0u jiay0u jiay0u ~~
will b there f0r uu if need me 0kaes!!
*BIG hugg!!

hell0 pepo ~
tdaes a BAD day.
bad bad day.

g0t c0rs fr0m d guy during lect nd after sk0ol.
din ans; f0ne was in silent m0de.
ii didn't n0e he c0rd.
c0rd baq, askd wart he want.
he actuali ap0logised.
lyk, wtf??
ii so attitude le ..
why uu stil so persistant t b nice.
pengg* can.
hais.
wart can ii d0 t kit uu?
ii dun0es .. ><~

w0re mine p0oh bear tee nd surfbabe skirt.
((: veh white tdaes.
han haw sae lyk angel.
rofl x= ~
din g0 f0r apel.
c0sh actuali there ain't any.
but d AO/CP taught them java..
(:
after lect had lunch at 0pp sk0ol d mac.
h0ho ~ then went f0r cmsk.
we had 0ral baa . c0nversati0n circle thingy
sh0 sk0ol ended extra earli tdaes. ^^

was supp0se t meet up wit peii nd all.
but was cancelld.
c0sh peii end at 5.
nd ii end at 2? !=
bleahhs ..
s0 decided t g0 TM with steph; eliza; pam; sijie.
then g0t r0y nd shawn laa ~
h0ho. ((:
t0ok ne0print laa..
STUPID me nd eliza.
lyk f0r d ferst tym,
we deleted all d NICE 0nes we t0ok.
nd it printd 0ut those UGLY 0nes.
* JOKE OF D DAY *
so pengg can !
aniwae TM sucks!
h0ho ^^

w0kd arnd ~ nd baq h0me we went.
was all d while h0ping he d0nt c0r.
nd he din (:
which was SO GREAT.
hehs.
n0w g0t ph0bia..
ani0ne msg/c0r will tynk is him siaa.
s0 pengg*

reachd h0me; 0nline.
b0ii sae g0t thingy f0r me.
something GOOD in fact.
ii t0t he wantd t gimme pressie lehs!
x= but n0 laa ~
hahas . iim sh0 turn uff.
but b0ii's sweet nuff ((:
he g0t tips fr0m fwens;
0n h0w t b0ost s0me0ne's c0nfidence nd esteem.
nd that's t help me!
(: ii will try.
nd ii n0e it's veh impt t have them.
thanks b0ii ~ ilu*
aniwae, will paste it t uu guys later yaa? ((:
ii will make it t b bel0w this p0st.
s0 .. yaa ~
if interestd, scr0ll d0wn further ~

thanks f0ngss nd dee.
dee; uu'd rather ii cry nd uu b there f0r me.
in actual fact ii as0 want t cry.
but w0 ku bu chu ~
ii dun0es y .
actuali when ii was tellg peii, ii nearly cried.
but ii held baq mine tears.
ii n0e if peii were t sae s0methingg..
ii'd have cried there.
but ii d0nt want.
it's alr 0ver baa ..
0kay, it's n0rt.
it's always there; but ii hid it.
ii jux d0nt want t cry 0ver it.
iim sad.
iim s0 sad when iim al0ne.
bc0x iim l0nely.
nd ii'l tynk uf this.
it hurts s0 much.
it b0thers me.
ii cant d0 anithingg.
everything that's happening btwn me nd him;
is bcumg s0 c0mplicated.
bc0s iim s0 unsure uf d situati0n.
y is this happeningg ..
nd y is that ?
ii have n0 ans f0r th0se ..
ii can 0nli p0nder.
nd it suckd t b clueless.
ii dunoes.
f0r ii 0nli n0e, ii l0ve him.
but if he were t l0ve that gal,
ii hafta b ready t let g0..
it's hard; but ii'l have t try.
nermindd ~
leave this aside..


tym f0r pictures ((:



taken at TM d t0ilet. ii g0tta slimDOWN fast!



shawn is irks0me enuff t act cutes bhind us! x= h0ho..

xXx[?±«¤^*[S]h??[J]???[B]???*^¤»±?][?dÌ?? dÒ?? kÌâ?]xXx says:
some step to improve ur self confidence

1)think about wat u r good and wat u enjoy...build on those abilities..take pride in de new skills u develop and de talents u have..share wat u can wif others

2) exercise...it will relieve stress and be healthier and happier

3)try to stop thinking of negative thoughts abt urself..when u catch urself being too critical wif youself,counter is by saying something positive abt urself...

4) be proud of ur opinions and ideas..dun be afraid to voice dem out

5) when u r freeling down.listen to happy music...and think about things dat make u happy...look ard u,feel contented wif wat u have and think abt the suffering of ppl in worse situation den u..appreciate wat u have

5)set goals..set those u can work towards and is within ur reach..keep track of it...

6)make contributions to another person;family or community groups..de feeling u r making a diffrence can do wonders to ur improve self esteem or confidence...

7)have fun..enjoy spending time wif ppl u care abt and things u love to do

it's nv too late to build self confiednce..self esteem play a vital part in almost everyting u do..ppl wif high self estemm do better in sch and enjoy it more and find it easier to make frenz..better in r/s wif peers and adults...feel happier..find it easier to deal wif mistakes,dissapoinments and failures...and are more likely to stick wif something until u succeed..improving self esteem take wrod,but de reward of feeling good abt urself and ur accomplishment is well worth it

xXx[?±«¤^*[S]h??[J]???[B]???*^¤»±?][?dÌ?? dÒ?? kÌâ?]xXx says:
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hello pepo.
tdaes a n0rmal dae.

went 0uts with j0celyn.
din get t buy mine mickey m0use shirt.
it was lyk t0tally s0ld 0ut.
h0ho ~
went t PS; wisma; taka.
ii went t all these places but t n0 avail.
it was s0 simply s0ld 0uts.
ii had t get d p0oh 0ne instead !=
nermindd ..
tml ii'l b wearg it with d surfbabe skirt.
((: me nd j0y wearg tshirt nd skirt baa..
then wear 0ur billab0ngg strap.
h0ho ^^
ii l0ve uu gurl (:

left taka at 6+.
met up with peii; grace; sandi; nich; ian nd jer0me.
at b0on keng mac. (:
jux pure slackg bahs.
jer0me had a hair-cut.
n0rmal; usual.

went uff at 9+ baa.
peii; sandi; ian w0kd me t d bus st0p.
ian acc sandi; peii acc me.
t0kd b0ut stuffs baa.
went h0me nd yaa ..
here ii m 0nline .

ii din wana tel ani0ne.
it's nth pr0ud t menti0n.
nth t menti0n t0os.
iim sad.
ii din wana menti0n c0sh it makes me sad, REAL SAD.
nd ii fuckg hate that.
hais )):
iim s0wii .
but hu can b happy when d 0ne they l0ve lyks an0ther?
h0ho ~
jer0me; peii; sandi; grace..
easier said than d0ne.
ian uu r rytes.
jux cant d0 its.
iim sad; but ii cant cry.
iim unable t .. ii dun0es y
h0w ii wish ii cried.
at least ii'l feel betta; but ii din.
hais ><~
this is s0 unbearable.
iim kipg this so deep d0wn.
ii d0nt wana tell ani0ne.
c0sh ii wan t hear nth b0ut this matter.
iim tryg t leave this matter aside.
treat it as nth happend.
ii can d0 nth; lan lan~

friends friends.
ii dun0es.
r we driftg.?
ii d0nt kn0w ..
things seems t b s0 diff.
mayb iim being petty..
ii shud b m0re understandg.
yaa ..hais*

iim s0 l0st.
s0 so l0st.
help.
ii dun0es.
sigh.

ani0ne hu read this p0st.
thanks f0r readg ii mux sae..
but please ~
d0nt c0mment or ask me anithing b0uts wart ii'v bl0ggd.
ii guess ii wan this matter 0utta mine mind.
it hurts, lyk fuck.
uu shud n0e h0w it feels...

iim missing b0ii..
)):

r0ttd at h0me tdaes as usual.
n0rmal weekends.
guess tml iim g0ing 0uts.
ii wana get d mickey m0use gi0rdan0 tee^^
heh hehhs.

updated mine fwenster pr0file
(: free jiu go see see baa.
h0ho ~
sians nehs.
aniwae g0t 2 stupid things happend.

eeks.
l0serish l0ser.
haas * kinda disapp0intd t0os.
but g0od laa ~
he w0nt pester me le baa ..
iim bad but ii d0nt wana drag things.
thanks (:
nd in d ferst place ii made n0 pr0mises.
t tynk uu c0ndemn all gurls t b liars.
wart f*.
><~

eeks.
y must uu c0py me.
alm0st everything ii d0 uu wana c0py uh.
have s0me originality can?
PUII*
ii d0nt wana b bad.
shall st0p here.

buais.

ii din blogg ydae.
cosh was offline earli.
((: uh huhss ..
did uu all miss me? haa x=

b0ii c0rd nd acc me ..
((: iiLOVEhim.
hee ..
tdaes he g0na g0 w0rk le w0rr.
alth0ugh wo bu xi huan.
but it's his decision baa..
s0 ii must respect it ((:
takkaires uf urself l0ads kaes.
h0pe uu d0nt get into ani tr0uble baa.
nj0y during w0rkg ((:
jiay0us w0rr ~

d guy is damn persistant.
nd ii hate that.
pls dont insist uu lyk me.
iim sowii ii cant accept.
ii noe uu have the every ryte t lyk me.
hais.
it's suppose t b nice when pepo lyks uu.
but it jux seem t b d opp f0r me..
c0sh ii 0nli l0ve b0ii.

s0 many thingss happeningg.
haiss ..
ii dunoes wart t bl0g le.
buhbyess.

tdae is certainly a GOOD dae.
h0ho ~
unlyk ydae, tdae's happy^^
iim l0ving it.
s0 so l0ving thiss ..

went f0r lecture; tut; lab.
everything was OKAY ((:
fndb(fundamental database) lab test was rather easy.
ii h0pe ii can sc0re .
yeahs ((:
feelg rather 0kays tdaes.
sick ner w0rsen; it's a g0od thingg.

knew an 0nline fwen ydae.
h0ho ~but ii ner see his pic leh.
he sae want send me; w0 cai bu yao x=
h0ho .. ((:
ii tynk iim bad, nermind, that's n0rt d p0int.
he c0rd me!
when ii was in TP library revising f0r mine lab test.
dnia0s * he t0k nd s0und lyk b0ii.
ii was sh0 .. uh, sh0ckd t realise that.
ii dun0es if ii did use d ryte w0rd laa ~
nermindd ((:
0n d wae baq h0me he as0 c0rd.
lala ~ thanks f0r acc0mpanyg me.
uh huhs ..
t uu .. ii g0t l0ads t sae
things being s0 unfair t uu
s0wii but yaa.
ii feel that this is kinda stupid ((:
thanks. but tynk baa ~
it's quite ridicul0us .
iim n0rt tryg t b farni with this but,
this is lyk ..ha~ fast, t0o fast.
thanks baa ~
dun0es wart t sae le.
nth t sae as0 baa ..
uu sh0uld understand ((:
h0ho ~he damn ah bengg leh!
but heard fr0m f0ne he is ha0 ren n0w.
*thumbbs upp.
but damn crude laa ~
all d h0kkien . tsk tsk ><`
enuff b0uts him.

tml is BORING.
4h0urs break.
shud ii skipp lect? x=
hahas ~stupid shawn.
sae lyk damn l0ngg ner see me in lect hall.
shen m0 pii ehh ~
but ii tynk ii aso realise that x=
ll0ls. but lecture is BORING.
ii d0nt listen .
yaa ><~ iima slacker!
h0ho .. ((:
learn things during tut0rial nd lab baa..

hmm, ii wana g0 sh0ppg.
ii wana get a new t0p.
nth new t wear again!
0h my tian x3 !
haa ((: yaa ..
g0 sh0ppie s0on ii h0pe!

ii miss f0ngss; peii!
sandi t0os!
grace!
haha .. when r we meetg? ><~
aniwae! 1st sept! g0 ind0or stadium!
superstar* h0ho ~
me nd clique r invited t g0 watch xD
YAY ~kelly; huiping; derrick; le0n ^^
l0ve em !!
0kok .. end p0st le
buhbyess ((:

yesh pepo.
iim here t bl0gg.

tdae's a sucky dae.
yaa, sucky.
ferstly, iim feelg damn sick.
sec0ndly, lab test was gay.
thirdly, ii quarrelled with b0ii.

din g0 f0r lectures.
j0celyn t0os.
we were t0o sick ..
ii havg c0ugh; flu; running n0se; s0re thr0at.
w0w ~h0w fine.
h0ho .. h0pe ii rec0ver s0on.
gurl, uu t0o kkaes (:
takkaires uf urself ahh~
l0ve yaa.

went t sk0ol at 1.
lab test was gay.
c0sh ii'd pr0bably flung it.
ii din study.
ydae ii was even feelg m0re sick.
slept in d aftern0on but wakie le g0t headache.
seri0usly n0thing went int0 mine mind.
s0 yaa ~warteva.
cant b b0therd le.
it's 0ver nd d0ne with.
g0odie luck all ~
shawn uu betta pass well.
h0ho~ if n0rt uu'r DEAD.
SO SO DEAD. ((:

after lab test went TM with j0y.
b0ught a billab0ng strap with j0y.
she as0 b0ught a billab0ng slippers c=
b0ught perfume f0r jer0me.
((: iima nice gurl.
h0pe she lyk it.
addidas . d dark blue 0ne~
she sae g0t veh MAN smell.
h0ho ~she jux bring 0ut d smell uf it.
ii dun0es.
it jux smell NICE 0n her. (:
ii l0ve d smell ..s0 so much~
dark blue. hmm~
went baq sk0ol t pass t her.
h0ho ~ ((:
nd she was tellg me her f0rmal suit thingy 0kaes le.
which is g0od.
jiay0us baa mine dearie OL ((: !

went h0me with pam.
was c0ughing lyk a mad gurl.
lucki a few vap0dr0ps saved me.
d l0ng j0urney h0me was b0ringg.
h0me nd 0nline as usual.
n0thing much.

h0ho ..j0y sae ii shudn't g0 friendster.
always see things ii d0wan see d.
t0o bad .
ii jux l0ve t g0 br0wse here nd there when iim b0red.
ii shant g0 int0 details f0r this.
c0sh ii dun0es wart shud ii sae.
nd ii d0nt tynk it's necessary f0r me t sae.
ii jux want this thing t b 0ver nd d0ne with.
ii'l b prepared f0r d w0rst everydae ..
ii d0nt wana get s0 hurt anim0re.
iim scared.
s0 scared, that ii'l l0se uu.
but yaa ..
if uu'r n0rt meant t b mine,
it's n0 use clinging 0n.
must n0e when t let g0 baa ..
h0ho ~ ((:

s0 there's fndb lab test tml; 0pen b0ok test.
iim n0rt g0na reali study it baa ..
jux revise abit jiu slack le.
this slacker in me is stil n0rt g0ne.
iim n0rt studi0us at all ~
ii nida change.
n0eing h0w t pri0ritise is wart ii nid.
nd ii shall learn ..
ii nida gr0w up.
ii nida b mature.
17 le ..nida n0e h0w t tynk le~

n0thing t sae le.
h0pe tml is a g0od dae.
((: thanks t uu guys hu cared f0r me.
iim fine. ii'l rec0ver s0on~
thanks f0ngss, thanks chee ee.

h0hoh0 ~
ii had a change uf bl0gskin.
0kaes ~it's 0bvi0us.
nice maa? hehe^^

tdaes .. BORING !
me nd j0celyn damn sick can.
h0ho ~
tut0rials nd lectures r b0ringg.
mayb skippg them tml ((:
nd yaa.
lab test f0r CARC.
nd ii n0e nuts!
WTH ><~
eeks .. bleahs
ii jux h0pe smth gets int0 mine mind.
feelg s0 sick.
kip c0ughing nd all.
had headache; panad0l cured it.
ll0ls x= pard0n me.
stil c0ughing ><~
lyk water tank, kept drinkg water.

lala .
ii dun0es wart t sae.
mine lyfe is c0mplicated n0w.
byes.

ii feel weird.
isit d sympt0m uf d l0w peri0d uf lyfe.?
ii seri0usly h0pe n0rt.
*prays real HARD nd LOUD.
thanks.

iim sick.
ii kip sneezing, nd ii hate that, totally.
having s0re thr0at t0o.
sigh*

mayb lyfe has smth m0re interestg f0r me.
heys, iim being 0ptimistic~
lyk f0r d ferst tym *faint smile.
0h well ~

iim changing, t b studi0us.
exams s0on.
3m0re weeks ..
s0 much t d0, s0 lil' tym.
CARC,Cmaths,FNDB,PRSP~
din even start 0n mine java assignment.
g0na start 0n it laters.
there is lab test this thurs.
nd fndb t0os!
nd there's this NE quiz we g0tta take.
nida reg nd all ~><
0h my tian.
n0w ii realise h0w much w0rk ii have.
nd iim here slackg.
g0sh* ii stil tried t change bl0gskin!
but t n0 avail ><~
it d0esn't w0rk nd ii dun0es why.
nermindd .. *shakes head

ii dunoes.
ii dunoes.
ii dunoes.
ii shall b g0ne.
*bye

ii have l0ads t bl0gg.
but iim t0o shaggd.
DAMN DAMN TIRED Z_Z
we shall see h0w l0ngg ii can tahan.
rofl. xD

THANKS THANKS THANKS.!!
thanks ALL hu made this p0ssible.
esp b0ii; slackers; chee ee; stanley; shuyi; ian; jiafeii; wanyee; jerome; eliza.
n0dds* l0ve ya all!!
((:
w0nderg hu;s shuyi?
she's stanley's fwen;
s0 nice uf her t get a card f0r me ((:
THANKS ! xD

tdaes went t meet them at PS.
met up with mine c0usin f0r awhile t0os.
went t ate at secret recipe.
c0sh they wana buy cake f0r me laa ~
hahas *
it was a BIG ONE kaess ><`
jer0me nd eliza came nd ew headed uff t marina.
aniwae we saw ib0nne nd mum.
haas ~shuai can.!
nermind; that's bsides d p0int. x=

went t marina.
w0kd there ~
watchd firew0rkssssssss..
nice nice nice ^^
hehs .. iim l0vingg it! xD
after d firew0rks there's c0ncert.
g0t sweety;landy;ev0nne;zhang feng qi ..etc
LANDY DAMN CHIO.! damn damn h0t!
ii l0ve d addidas cl0thes she's wearg..
nice nice nice ~
nahhhhhhh, s0 stayd f0r d c0ncert thingg ~
saw l0w de nd qing ya0.
haa * they wishd me.
thanks ((: !
was supp0se t g0 plae p0ol after thats.
but sandii; grace; wanyee nd jiafeii nida g0.
then we as0 went 0ff n0rs*
t0ok train h0me nd all ~
yaa ..l0wde kind w0kd me h0me laa
c0sh on d waee .. r0fl x=
m baq here.
damn tired~!
but waitg til 3.
h0pe by then b0ii baq le.
h0ho ((:
buhbyess ..
will upl0ads l0ads uf pics in d next p0st.!

it's a gan kai n0ites.
here ii m ..p0nderg ~

hell0.
d0es ani0ne read mine bl0gg?
hurr ~ii seri0usly w0nder..
m ii reali happi?
or jux ..facade ~
ii d0nt kn0w anithingg ehh..
feelg s0 l0ser; gay; fag.

h0w many true fwens d0 ii have.?
ware d0 ii stand..
l0ads uf thingss.
but mayb ii shan't menti0n yaa ~
ii dun0es.
t0kd t n0 0ne.
d0nt wana b0ther ani0ne.
n0 0ne has tym f0r me.
ii d0nt n0e wart t sae t them even if s0~
s0wii ..
hais . iim mad

tdaes is ANOTHER happy dae;
which is SO DAMN GREAT xD
iim s0 l0vingg everydaee ..

firstly, s0wii b0ii.
ydae as0 dun0es y ii end up in bed;
falling aslp.
then wakie as0 dun0es wart happend.
tdaes tried t recall,
cant rmbr anithingg.
ii tynk mine mem0ry failg.
la0 le ><~
bdae as0 haven reach n0rs*
ll0ls x=

hmm, mayb c0s uf lydats.
that's y mine daes al happy 0nes.?
mayb ii tynk t0o much le ..
ll0ls xD

tdaes sk0ol start at 4.
h0hoh0 ~
sh0 lates can.
but betta than start earli laa^^
sh0 d0nt feel lyk g0ingg sk0ol.
ll0ls ~pepo g0 h0me ii jux g0 sk0ol.
had prsp lab.
b0ught l0ads uf junk f0od nd picnic there.
haaa ..
received pressies fr0m yv0nne; sijie; j0y nd serena.
thnkss pep0, reali thnks (:
ii l0ve all d pressies ~

guess wallet fr0m sijie; j0celyn; serena.


bear bear keychain fr0m yv0nnee.


piggy;wallet nd bear keychain.



din g0 f0r d make-up lecture f0r fndb.
c0sh 7 end ii g0 h0me sure lates d.
went t grandma's hse instead.
had dinner nd all ..
(:
tml's sijie's bdae!
jux ONE dae bf0r me ..
hehes xD
ii wish uu happi birthday in advance gurl.
stay happi always yaa?
mayb g0ing her h0use f0r bbq bahs.
but n0rt veh sure th0ughh ..
c0sh quite far.
if g0 lates nida cab h0me; sians x=
hee .. shall c0nsider bahs (:

saddeningg ..
derrick is 0ut uf superstar*
ii cried ehh ~><
sh0 pengg *
t0o em0ti0nal le ..

aniwae aniwae~
(: mine piggy.
ii t0ok pics uf it.
tdaes ii kip askg guys help me take in sk0ol.
c0sh damn big ahh ..
then al0t uf pepo see ~
sh0 paiseh .
hahas ..in bus as0 ><`

tml sk0ol start at 4!
muahahas ^^
bc0s n0 cmaths lect.
lalla`s ~iim LOVING it.!

ii h0pe mine bdae that dae g0 watchie firew0rks.
ii'v g0t l0ads uf wishes.
but ii n0e it w0nt c0me trueee...
(:

see h0w bigg d plastic bag is ..


'(n(oO)n)' d piggy ..


me nd piggy.! *mwahhsss~

yeah yeahh!
finalli able t bl0g le.
haas . this c0m lagg sia ><~
pengg * bth .
hurhur ~

aniwae aniwae ..
thnks b0ii xD
wishg me g0od luck f0r tdae's test.
h0ho ~0nli 0ne lehh; b0ii.
h0w pathetic T_T
haaa ~
nermind ... ^^
b0ii wish enuff le. ll0ls
nd iim prepared f0r d test.
shud b able t pass can.
hurss (:
tdaes test was easyyyyy ...

0h yar oh yarr~
thnks sijie nd f0ngss,
f0r m0rn c0rg me;
alth0ugh ii alr w0ke up nd bathg when uu all c0rd.
hees xD
c0sh ydae slp at 4:45 can.
t0k 0n f0ne with b0ii til fergets tym le.
><~ we stil tynkg it's 4 l0hh..
haa .. damn pengg*
he 1 g0t sk0ol then stil c0untg enuff tym t slp n0rts.
damn EX ryteee ..
ll0ls x=
p0or me 0nli had lyk ..
3 h0urs nd 5mins uf slp ..
Zzzz...
but iim n0rt shaggd tdaes ehh.
it's a GREAT GREAT thingg xD
hehess ..

l0vel0ve*
mwahhhs t steph; sijie; nd guys in class.
thnks f0r d pressie xD
ai ni men!!
hahahas .. sh0 mushy can ~><
sh0u bu nia0s mineself t0o.
xie xie le ~ (:

ha0s le. endd here ..
g0 chats nd plae le ~
cia0s guys.
-missmiss nd l0vel0ve ..
<3 huggs*

yay.! tdaes a happy dae ...
uh huhs; n0 d0ubt^^
actuali in d m0rn it's kinda sadd.
c0sh ii was latesss.
haa ..

went t MOM(ministry uf manp0wer).
was ALMOST lates. x=
w0nderg why ii went there.?
lab0ur c0urt it is.
yaa ..l0ng st0ry
ii shan't g0 into details. (:
aniwae, b0th parties c0mpr0misee.
sh0 yaa .. it was QUITE a happi endg
QUITE laa ~
nermind b0ut this; it's settled.
ll0ls ~~
went t eat after thats..
with felicia; benny; jiafeii; yiting.
w0kd arnd bitss ..
then went 0ff ~
hurr ~jiafei came tpy with me.
t0ok n0.8 t sk0ol.
me; went baq h0me nd PIG.
hees ~ (:

w0ke up; 0nline.
slackd l0adss ..
then went t watchie tv ~
watchd jue duii superstar*
derrick DAMN cutes can.
heh hehhs xD~
v0te f0r him pepo!! (: M3!!

went baq 0nline after watchg.
bathed then study CARC.
went uffline nd study ..
tml's case study seems difficult.
nida jia y0us*
hehes .. wish me luck yeah! (:
n0rt bad bahh ..
ii din g0 f0r lecture f0r that few tyms.
but ii finish studying in 2h0urs.
haa . budden damn lame ~
4lect nd 2tut0rials in 2h0urs.
dun0es is c0untd l0ng 0r sh0rt ..
h0pe ii passss ..
jiay0us adels! haa x=

tdaes is a nice dae.
able t c0mpr0mise; slack; finish mine studyg.
heh hehh .. g0od g0od dae~
l0vingg this (:

lalla~
0n f0ne with b0ii.
guess wart.? he's baq plaeing his A3.
ll0ls ~he said he w0n't b lyk last tym.
sh0 siao b0uts game.
every0ne b mine witness h0rr!
haa ^^
sh0uld ii install baq mine hse f0ne in mine r0om?
he use hse f0ne nd plae game,
seems xin ku.
but iim n0rt sure if d f0ne line w0rkg.
hurr ~ we shall see. ^^

h0ho ~ii shall st0pp here then.
b0ii sae ii bl0gg l0adss.
sh0 g0na st0p le ..
ll0ls ~cia0s guys.
(: n0ites.

P.S: wish me luck f0r tml's case study 2 !

tdaes had a fun fun fun dae XD
iim l0vingg it.!
hees ^^

firstly, tdaes mine grandpa's bdae!
HAPPY BDAE AH GONG xD
ii l0ve uu! ^^
hehes ..
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY t0o. xD
nd as0~ happi belated bdae t mineself!
haa x=
mine chi bdae was ydae o8o8o5.

went t grandma hse in d aftern0on.
all mine relatives went t0os.
xD mine c0uzz all damn cutes.
hehss ~
ii l0ve mine family ..

mine naughty c0uzz ..


after thats went t kb0x.
with alex; chee ee; peii; dee; f0ngss; grace.
nice nice nice.! xD
damn damn l0ngg ner g0 kb0x le.
hehess ~
ii l0ve alex's singing.
when he sing zaizai's s0ngg.
damn nice can ><~
hur hurr...
fun tym there n0rs*
0h yar.! dumbb him ~
spilt ice lem0n tea 0n mine leg =c
ar bishh *
hehss ..

that's alex; singing wif cutes p0se. xD


left kb0x at 7.
met up wif karadz; nich nd bert.
alex left.
we went t esplanade.
FIREWORKS xD!
there was SHO SHO many pepo can~
damn h0t nd squeezy ..
but it was all w0rth it when d firew0rks startd.
hehhs (:
met up with ritz nd junjie at esplanade.
din g0 t shears bridge =c
we were t0o lates.
nermind, iim awaitg f0r next year.
hehes (:
ani0ne wana v0lunteer n0w t g0 with me?
rofl ^^

niceee firew0rks.! l0ve it.




left esplanade at 8+.
w0kd t plaza singg. (:
it was DAMN h0t.!
we were all sweaty nd all.
eww ~ ><
met up with yubb.
had dinner.
t0ok s0me pics (:

me in sandi's spec


sandi's side view (: she cut her hair.


went baq h0me 0nline.
j0rdan msgd me in msn sae he saw me.
0mg ii din see him.!
mine k0r hu l0oks lyk JAY!
llols. he din c0r me sia ~
pengg *
aniwae aniwae aniwae ~iim hapi xD
he sae ii bcum m0re chi0.
hahas ^^

evidence.
`seven sistaz . slacker`s iinc ? ; happy daeee ... (: says:
oohh..
`seven sistaz . slacker`s iinc ? ; happy daeee ... (: says:
ii got change anot?
`seven sistaz . slacker`s iinc ? ; happy daeee ... (: says:
llols
whahahaha...... says:
got more chio
whahahaha...... says
hehe

(: g0od m0rn all ..
it's onli 11:42am nd iim alr bl0gging.
heh hehhs ^^
ii h0pe tdaes will b a damn happy dae..
ii miss slackers.
damn l0ngg ner meet up with mine fwens le.
miss them s0 so muchh!
esp f0ngss nd peii.
ii always see sandii in sk0oll ~
ll0ls xD
f0ngss stil damn sick ehh..
sh0u bu niaos herr ><~
dun0es h0w t takkaires uf herself d.
nermind ii g0na make h0ney water f0r her..
^^hehess..

w0ots ~ydae n0ites ner t0k 0n f0ne with b0ii.
he went watch m0vie then t0n in t0wn.
damn happening can~
ii guess l0ads uf pepo did that.
p0or me......
r0ttd at h0me can ><~
nermindd .. ydae ii was feelg damn shaggd.
haas * sh0 yaa ..
slept at arnd 1+
then kip waking up t sms .
><~ damn pengg *
ll0ls (:

dun0es wart t sae le.
jux, II MISS B0II xD
tn0ites baq le then bl0gg againss..
cia0s guys*
tdae's a hapii dae..
-mwahhs.! (:

replyg t f0ngss bl0gg;

yes yes yes!
ii stil d0 read ur bl0g can.
everydaeeee ..n0 fail!
0kies, that's sh0 bsides d p0int.
heres mine advice t uu.

ferstly ii shall CEARLY STATE;
iim n0rt enc0uraging t break up,
neither d0 ii enc0urage t c0nt with d r/s.
iim a neutral party.
jux saeing purely wart ii tynk uf thiss ..
thnks (:

it can b seen clearly that,
uu yearnd f0r single lyfe damn l0ads.
may ii ask,
wart's st0ppg uu fr0m breakg up with him?
uu'r scared uf hurtg him l0ads?
or uu stil lyk him ..scared uu'l regret ~
it's damn impt kaess.
if uu'r scared uf hurtg him;
uu shud n0e wart ii'l ask uu t d0~
chang t0ng bu ru duan t0ng.
if uu stil lyk him,
mayb there's stil h0pe uf making things ryte.

ii n0e wart irks uu.
him, being persistant.
actuali ..uu can b with him damn happily~
but he's jux t0o p0sessive, ryte.?
wart uu r nd wart uu wan is freed0m nd fun.
uu d0nt lyk t b tied d0wn.
uu lyk t sae wart uu tynk nd sutff,
but he d0nt.
he finds uu disgustg, nd it hurts.
ii n0e all thiss ..

c0mg t this p0int,
ii tynk ...actuali ~
ii tynk iim n0rt c0ntg alr.
ii jux felt that actuali uu g0t an ans in ur heart.
uu jux nid assureance fr0m every0ne.
t assure uu that it's d ryte ch0ice uu'r makg.
0r mayb, iim wr0ngg.

warteva it is ..
ii'l supp0rt ur decisi0n.
b happy alrites?
ii l0ve ya l0adsss.
*mwahhss!

had a c0nflict with b0ii ydae.
it was caused by me.
ii guess it's c0rd c0nflict.?
hmm, m ii irks0me?
ii n0e iim being paran0id.
but ii'v been tynkg.
iim always being sh0 unreas0nable =c
but d 0nli tym ii have with uu is at n0ites.
ii dun0es ehh..
nermind.
jux h0pe things r fine betwn us (:

why. tel me why.
haiss ..
why d0 ii feel irkd by pepo's d0inggs.
but ii simply d0 n0thing.
ii d0nt wana make a fuss 0utta it.
jux wana nagg in mine bl0ggg.
mayb ii jux d0nt wana pick a fight
or start a quarrel.
but it suck.
d feelg jux suck.
iim n0rt being bias.
s0metyms ii jux d0nt lyk d wae d pers0n handles stuff.
ii d0nt wana menti0n names.
ii said ii d0nt wana make a fuss..
stupid; pure stupidity.
dun0es wart useless me can d0 ..
argh~ warteva.
ii shant b b0therd.



.. s0 l0ngg suckers ~

eric cartmen "warteva, warteva~ ii d0 wart ii wan."

lalala ~
b0ringg; an0ther dae ii r0ttd at h0me.
mine weekends with s0uthpark.
haas^^
finishd watchg seas0n 6.
waitg f0r chee ee t finish sendg me seas0n5.
aniwae ii editd mine bl0gskin.
changed s0me f0nt c0l0urs.
guess it's betta..
(: 0utta 5 pepo, 4 pepo preferrd d previ0us.
but ii tynk ii ain't g0na change baq.
ii spent quite l0ads uf tym on this t0o.
hahas ~ xD
jux make do with it if uu d0nt lyk it.

w0ots.!
it's g0na b nati0nal dae REAL s0on.
nd it's as0 j0rdan's nd yv0nne's bdae.
xD
n0rt helpg them celebrate th0ugh.
g0ing yv0nne's chalet 0n m0n.
that dae g0na g0 kb0x;
with alex, weida, chee ee, slackers nd etc.
after thats g0 watchie firew0rks.!
wee ~that's lyk s0 c0ol ..
ii jux h0pe s0me pep0 d0nt sp0il d dae (:
h0pe it'l b an enj0yable daee.

0h okays.
ii alm0st din realise that tdaes sunday.
nd tml's alr m0nday!
gees ><~
damn pengg *
y ii sh0 blur siahss ..
nermindd.
s0 that means ~
tml iim g0ing t yv0nne's chalet after sk0ol.
tml d0nt have CMSK, c0sh it's e-learng.
yay ~then g0 yv0nne's chalet plaee ..
steph nd all b0ught her c0nverse jacket.
j0celyn nd me g0t her a seashell necklace.
h0pe she lyk it ehh.
hehess ^^

it's lyk, tym is passg s0 fast.
ii din realise exams is as0 nearg.
hurr ~shud ii nj0y ferst then study,
or warts.?
dun0es man ><~
hurr ~ii shan't w0rry.

tml b0ii g0na g0 0uts with his fwens.
d guy tryg t w0o d gurl.
haas * damn cutes can.
p0or thing he g0na b litebulb.
a veh BRITE 0ne.
llols.
aniwae ~wish d guy all d best in gettg d gurl.
xD yeahh ..

0h. since tues is a publie h0ls,
that reminds me..
TP suck. suck big time.
ll0ls x=
we have make up less0ns f0r d tym l0st,
when we g0t public h0ls.
mayb public h0ls ain't that great afterall.
ll0ls ~~TP sp0ilt it.
nd their make-up less0n damn lates d.
start at 6 ii guess ><~
we hafta arrange with lecturers ..
see if we can m0ve d sl0t t a earlier 0ne.
eeks.! ><~
lucki ii 0nli hafta g0 f0r 0ne lab less0n.
ain't g0nna attend lecture ii supp0se.
hehss (:

had a change uf bl0gskin.
but iim stil n0rt satisfied with it.
ii d0nt lyk it being white.
dun0es; iim n0rt used t it.
d f0nt is bit t0o pinky.
yeah, nd s0 0n~

tdaes an0ther b0ringg dae.
ii jux came t realise;
weekends r l0nely daes f0r me.
n0 g0ing 0ut.
n0 pr0gramme.
plain b0ringg.
0nline ; tv ; slack.
as usual; watchd s0uthpark.
damn.! ><~
seas0n6; there's n0 kenny.
c0sh in seas0n5 kenny was killd.!
("OMG they killd kenny! uu bastards!")
hurrs~ ^^
it's lyk, mayb ..
watchg s0uthpark isn't wart ii reali nj0y.
but bc0x uf b0red0m, ii turn t s0uthpark.

ii jux realise;
iim a l0nely gurl.
l0neliness n0es me by name bahhs.
=! nermind, iim tynkg t0o much agains.
hurr ~paran0id me.

uu n0e iim w0rried b0uts uu?
ur leg =!
it hurts nd uu stil g0 plae bball ..?
uh. ii d0nt understand.
it pains me t c uu in pain yeah~
nd d w0rst is ii cant d0 anithingg.
sigh * ><~
nermind.
hmm ..ii wantd t b real nice
wantd t b real nice ydae nd b sweet t him.
but he sp0ilt it.
ll0ls ~
wantd t sae ilu.
but t0o badd .. (:
iim glad ii made him laugh twice ydae.
- wasabi * infrared -

lala~ n0 lyfe me.
dun0es wart m0re t sae.
seems lyk it's same 0ld thingss everytym.
d0 uu guys get b0red readg.?
hmm .. =!

lalla`s ~
tdaes CCN dae.!
t0tal b0re..
hurr ~saw jer0me's piercingg tdaes (: !
nice nice nice .
went sk0ol at 12; yawns.
slept f0r 6h0urs.
hahas ~thnks t b0ii.
but dumbb him;
slept at 6, leg pain.

s0re thr0at s0re thr0at s0re thr0at.
mine v0ice damn sucky~
eeks.! ><`
dun0es gettg betta n0rts..
h0pe mine c0nditi0n d0nt w0rsen.

did fndb at arnd 1+.
w0ots.! damn tedi0us.
database is b0ringgg.
stupid SQL languagess ..
hehh hehs xD

went 0uts with sandii.
went t plaza singg.
ate at f0od c0urt; mee h0on kuey.!
yay~ sh0 l0ngg ner eat that le xD
hehes .. yummy *
0h, aniwae~ 0ur m0tive was sh0ppg.
she nida get white t0p nd b0tt0m.
hur hurr ~
ii help her ch0ose d xD
sh0 pr0ud uf mineself.
hahas ~lame0 me ..
she b0ught a gi0darn0 tee nd a OP skirt.
OP jux l0ok nd s0und kiddy.
but that skirt c0nsiderd sh0rt f0r her ..
haas * damn cutes xD
0h yarr, we t0ok ne0printt.
actuali we t0ok quite l0ads uf pics.
but 0nli a few were nice nd being saved.
hehh hehhs ^^

met up with peii at d mrt exit B.
c0sh she helpg her fwen w0rk.
hurr ~
sandii acc0mpanyg peii t a t0k at chinat0wn.
w0ots, iim feelg unwell.
din g0 ..din plann t g0 t0os~
it's t0o b0ring f0r me.? =!
h0me h0me h0me ii went..
as usual; 0nline.
til n0w, uh huh~
waitg f0r sandi t upl0ad pics then send me..
plaeg p0ol with b0ii.
w0ots. seri0usly h0pe he's feelg betta.
damn his leg.
y must it hurt =!













stupid faces =*



me in white specs. 0k, iim FAT!



reflecti0n uf me nd dee 0utside lift.! make us l0ok SO SLIM xD
l0vingg it. haas *

ii jux realised; pepo do change.
mayb iim jux sl0w.
sl0w t realise this fact 0nli n0w.
ii hate t see nd feel this..
but iim actuali experiencing it n0w.
ii d0nt understand.
isit that d envir0nment that's changing them?
or ..mayb they jux din sh0w their true c0l0urs
n0rt d sec0nd 0ne.
iim sure bahss..

it's saddening.
saddening t realise d fact.
d fact that s0me things ur fwens d0, can actually irk uu.
ii mean, y so.?
0ur change in attitude, or theirs.?
but at m0st;
t0lerate nd let things g0 by.
ain't wana pick a fight.
d0nt wana quarrel.
jux feel lyk lettg things past.
mayb it's wr0ng,
but mayb there's n0 p0int in arguing.

actuali iim jux being gan kai t0n0itess
nermind b0uts me .
(:
cia0s *

ii dunoes ii dunoes ii dunoes.
ii onli noe this ain't gona help; at all.
iim useless.
ii mean~
ii want t b there f0r uu..
but 0n d 0ther hand,
ii suck at c0ns0lg.
esp; uu.
ii cant help it but feel helpless.
seeing uu lyk this,
but ii cant d0 anithingg ..
iim s0wii .. T_T~
ii seri0usly h0pe uu'r fine.
nd s0wii; if iim adding burden.

lalla`s ~
iim sh0 sho dead.
sh0 EX.!
ii see mineself on tv sh0 eeks.
that's SHO gay!
fat FAT fat FAT fat FAT!! ><~

hurr ~went t sk0ol.
as usual; tired.
had cmaths test.
was quite easy, but n0 c0nfidence get full marks.
mine c0nditi0n gettg w0rst.!
x= h0ho ~
ate ch0cs; c0okiess..
><~ pengg *

tdaes after sk0ol stayd baq;
t d0 fndb.
hurrs ~
damn eeks can.
startg t hate fndb =*
b0ringg (=.=)Zzz..
went h0me at arnd 7.
c0sh ii stay damn far,
sh0 went baq ferst ><~

tml is CCN dae.
LAME. GAY.
mine class g0na set up stall;
al thnks t 0ur AOCP(care pers0n).
b0 lia0s.
TOTAL SIAN.
waste mine tym.
g0 TP jux f0r thats ehh ..
><~ pengg *
wana ca0 earli ahh ..
finish fndb pr0j with j0y nd grp jiu zha0 le~



me nd dee ~



ii have FAT THIGHS! T_T



fleetg m0mentss .. xD

ii guess ii n0e wart's b0therg me.
n0rt th0se gurls;
n0rt him;
n0rt mineself.
assurance.
that's sh0 wart ii nid.
uu assured me; n0 d0ubt.
but .. h0w shud ii sae this.
it's n0rt b0ut 0ther gurl lykg uu..
it's lyk ..
uu tell me uu xh me.
but, uu 0nli t0ld me that.
n0rt that ii need every0ne t n0e,
but, it's lyk ..
it's as0 an0ther f0rm uf assuring me.
take testim0nials f0r example.
uu pig.!
free aso help 0thers write ehh ~
ner help w0 write.
exdnr. x=
uhh ...wart uu said t me uu said t 0ther gurls ehh~
-being sweet. or mayb jux caring f0r a fwenn ..
-c0rg 'em ben nu ren.
mayb that's ur wae uf s0cializing;
iim sh0 0kay with it
but 0n d 0ther hand;
ii felt d0tss.
that's damn c0ntradictg ii n0e.
but t me it's lyk,
iim jux a n0rmal gurl t uu.

blehhs.
this is damn crappy nd gay.
ii dun0es if wart ii said was ryte,
0r d0es it t0tally describe h0w ii feel.
><~
mayb iim 0verly paran0id.
but iim scared; t l0se uu.

inferi0rity hit me agains.
it's g0od.
g0od that l0ads uf gurls lyk uu.
yar; mayb ii'v g0t yan guangg.
but, insecure. that's d w0rd..
ii felt damn insecure.
iim sh0 affectd everytym.
ii didn't want this; but ii cant help it.
haiss.

ii dun0es wart iim saeing ..
mayb jux crappz ><~
ani uf uu hu's readg,
s0wii t waste ur tym.
this p0st is jux crapp.
gay fag ~




..s0 l0ngg suckers ~

went t sk0ol.
din g0 f0r prsp make-up less0n.
waitd f0r sandii t finish her pr0j.
saw CG tdaes. (:
guess it brighten up mine dae a lil'
t0kd t him ~
he's as blur as ever .
bth can. ><`
but cutes n0rr ~
CG h0rr ..

met up with grace;peii;eli;chee ee;
alex;weida;chuen;cha0 po.
hahas *
alex nd wei da damn farni la ~
as usual.
thnks t them mine n0ites was filld with laughter.
(:
damn crappy nd all.
g0t al th0se 'racist' j0kes.
hehhs.
tdaes d superstar theme is 0ld s0nggs.?
nice nice nice xD!
except f0r silver.
eeks!
0k lah, ii n0rt sae thin can.
but ii mean, she g0t fat thighs x=
d judge ji ta0 sae her.
she must have felt hurt man.
><~ gees *
p0or thingg.
but her singing damn suckss..
s0wii t sae;
but yar.
0ther 3 was nice (:
reali ..
huiping impr0ved bahs; t me.
but t judges,
seems lyk kelly's d best.
0h warteva ~
had a fun n0ites bahh ..
tdaes d rec0rdgs ended earli.
sh0 me nd shinkiat t0ok bus h0me.

mayb ii shud st0pp being sh0 paran0id.
s0metyms it sp0ils everythingg.
mayb in a fit uf anger ii'd sae things
which ii d0nt mean ..
kkaes. ca0s*

YAY~ xD
we'r n0w in d m0nth uf august.
lyk, mine bdae m0nth ~
heh hehhs * hintg * ^^
EVERYONE READG THIS;
14o8o5 ahh ~
hahas ..
n0e wart t d0 bahhs.! x=
okies ii shall st0pp this.
hehes ~

tdaes a n0rmal dae.
went t sk0ol;
lect nd tut0rials.
after sk0ol went t lab t d0 fndb.
but it was a t0tal b0re.
we;j0celyn, me nd sijie c0uldn't stand it.
decided that we g0 h0me nd do..
(:
aniwae~ t0ok pics tdaes.
w0re mine new t0p nd new earrings.
hahas x=
damn zi lian againss ~ ^^



recent craving xD



d heart made uf straw. f0ngss gave me d xD l0veher.!





me nd sijie^^