wElc0mE ta mua lifEe ~

ydaE nEhs,
maE wEntt sk0ol`-
c0s i was slpin9..
thEn pEiix calld maE n startd cryin9,
sh0ckd maE~
wE hadd suM miisundErstandin9s
n i t0t shE n kaiix br0ke up..

l0ls`-
tt's y i sh0 g0od wil waNn g0 sk0ol h0hs..
xP
stardiEed fEr awhilEe`
thEn wEnt n0vEna..
at thEre,
stardiEe le then g0ssip~

bLEahS,
hehs ..
kiindA b0rin9 daE fEr mae..
aft tt mEet eLi n jEffEry,
jEffEry sEem sh0 siick w0rs`-
ke liian lehs~
kiip c0u9hinG,
tskk`- =l

0n da waE h0mE,
whEn i was at intErchan9E..
rEcEiived caL fr0m mua mum~
thEn rmbrd ishh mua y0un9Er br0's bdaE`
hurrs`-
wartt a sis i m huhs ~?!
s=

wEnt swEnseNs thEnn ..
saw a cutEe n shuAii 9uy ~
budDen dun0e y
i fEel kiinda sadd thr0ug0ut da mEaL`-
hMms ...
~~
*shru9gx

t0dae's 29th ..
a fEw m0re daEs,
ta 0's ~
m i up ta it?
i h0pEe sh0...
jiay0u arh adElx !
=))

f0n9x t0ldd maE
b0ut shE n nirEz ..
makEs maE tyNk uF dExtEr,
sii9hs*
dEn wiL cry bahhs`-
itz bEen twiicE thiSs weEk..
duN0e wartt's wr0n9~
=l

mayb i havEn t0talli f0rget b0utt hiM bahhs..
im n0rtt lyk f0n9x,
nen9 shu0 fang jiu fan9 i guEsS`-
lyk fan yi chen9 d s0n9x...
it g0es lyk thiis~
"w0 bu nen9 xian9 ni zhe yan9,
shu0 fen le jiu wan9 ~"

i as0 muz jiay0u hErEx~
c0ncEntratE 0n mua 0's fErrst,
itz m0rE impt`-
muz rEali 9et mua pri0ritiEs rytEe
=))

thNks chEe eE ~
try ta chEer maE up,
saE wanna saE st0ry fEr mae..
heHsx`-
lamE til i'l start luFfin9
n cheEr up bahhs~
;p
thnks l0adss,,

al in al ~
nid ta jiay0u in al0t uf thin9s..
9ett tin9s rytEe ,
n d0o my bEst in wartt i'v ta d0~
^0^/
ca0caoS`-

hurrs`- t0dae plaed wiif mua make up .. c0s t0o siian lerrs~ hehs.. then t0ok a f0to n0rs* kiinda b0 lia0s ;p

spastiic du0o ~ warE's pEiix? =.-x

lallalas`- thiis piic ishh taken 0n da j0urney ta bu9iis in da bus 851 0n m0n ~ l0ls,, we tw0 t0o b0redd le narhhs* sh0 plae wiif da camera .. alth0u9h peiix, mae n sandii wentt, neh c peiix rytEs? c0s she takin9 piic fer us marhs.. haAs.. me n dEe juz tryin9 ta act spastiic larrs`- hehs,, t0ok us quiite a l0n9 tym t0 takee a niice piic .. hurrs~ ;p

da lil' deviil ~

as usuall`- when i wentt ta mua 9randdma hse fer dinner~
i'l sure take a piic uf thiis lil' deviil,,
kekes..

hiis haiir gr0w l0n9er lerr w0rs ..
si chEe eE,
sae he l0ok lyk a 9al =.-x
hehs~
he g0t tw0 bunNy teEth w0rs,
hen ke aii dE`- =Pp
i stil br0ught hiim h0me ta plae wiif him
.. l0ls~

ha0 le.. g0tta g0o le..
still as siick`- kip c0ughin9 =/
hmms~ ca0caos,,

greatt daEe ;p

t0dae wentt ta sk0ol stardiee w0rrs`-
was siick lerrs,,
c0u9hh n0n-st0pp d..
i tynk i had 0verd0se uf strepsils~

lyk da instrusti0ns ishh
c0nsume 0ne every 2-3 hrs ~
budDEn i t0ok ..
15 in lyk 1 hr?
bleahhs`-
haAs ~

then heardd tt
fan yii chen9 n liu jia yue tuan
cumin9 ta 0ur sk0oll perf0rm
fer nkf thin9y d..
l0ls ~
at ferstt,
dun reali n0e hu's liu jia yue tuan..
*gi9gles ;p

fan yii cheng san9 "i believe" ~
damn niice l0rs..
he as0 san9 thrEe 0ther s0n9x,,
he w0re a whiite tEe
n a whiite cap,,
br0wn b0tt0ms~
l0ls.. haiir quiite l0n9 d nehz

aft he perf0rm,
mae , j0rii , karadz n jiiafeii
went backsta9e g0o fiind him
ta take piic wiif him..
kekes xD
he quiite shuaii d w0rs`-
(-^ ^-)*smiiles


thiis da piic..
n0rtt verii nicee th0u9h,
but hapii dat t0ok piic
wiif 0ne uf mua fav sin9er =Pp
kekes..

after van's perf0rmance
then ishh liu jia yue tuan perf0rm lerrs,,
they san9 a s0n9 arhhs`-
i ferg0t da title nia0s*
hehs,
da lyriics kip g0t
" dan9 dia0 , dan9 dia0~ " d..
hehhs`-
tt tym quiite hi9h w0rrs~
c0s da s0n9 ishh r0ock s0n9x =Pp

g0tt 0ne damn damn ke aii d 9uy l0rss~
hiis haiir ishh lyk
every 9uy's dream haiir bahhs..
i supp0se~
ishh damn niice d !!
kekes..
he plae keyb0ardd d w0rss,
but hiis keyb0ardd uniquEe d lehhs!
haAS..
damn c0oll jiu duii lerr ;D

ydae saw a sh0w intr0 japan's stuff..
then saw liu jia yue tuan pep0
wearin9 da brandd d jeanns..
da l0go ishh lyk an 'm',
cr0oked 'm'~
brandd name ishh "Evis" o0r "Evisu" ..
damn niice..
hehs`-

then we went bu9iis~
l0ok fer pr0m dreSs,
da sales gal d serviice..
tskk tskk`!!
damn badd d n0rs*
>.<" gEes ~
hehs..

ha0 le larrs`
im tiired le..
g0o restt~ then stardiee =))
ca0s~~

al da bestt ta th0see takin9 o lvls ~

t0dae ishh dae lastt dae uf sk0ol ~
actuali din wana g0o sk0ol
c0s hadd s0re thr0att
paiin lehhs`-
haAs..
budden in d endd stil g0o n0rs*
siince last dae le~~
=))

t0dae nehz,
sk0ol's alriite ..
b0rin9 as usuall
but there's sumthin9 fun tt happend,
fr0m level f0ur
t0 b2 d fiish p0ndd
we threw c0iins..
we treatd dat p0nd as a wiishin9 p0ndd..
l0ls ~
da fun thin9 was,
ms ch0n9 j0ind in n0rs*
haAs

we cleand da classrm
durin9 da last tw0 peii0ds ~
we din hav scii ..
weE ~!!
haAS
c0s i scared i will cry a9ain
(yawn t0o muchhie g0t tears x=)
l0ls..
i 9uess thiis ishh da lastt
few thin9s tt we'r d0in9 as a class
da lastt shud b takin9 uf results?
bef0re tt shud b pr0m nyte perf0rmance?
hehs =D

hmms..
we had s0me0ne
hu's stil
as attitude as usual~
lucki t0dae ishh last dae in sk0ol
wun get ta face
him/her sh0 muchie..

bestt thin9 ishh
last dae uf sk0ol,
he/she n0rt hapii wiif sum uf us~
tt's a g0od thin9 =D
l0ls`-

aiin't i badd~
but itz true..
sh0 he/she wun b0therr us t0o muchie
durin9 0ur h0lidaes
fer starrdieein
n tel us b0ut his/her crapz
whiich we r n0rt interestd in ~ ;p

haas..ha0 larrs
dun b baddie le..
kekes =Pp

-wiish*
students fr0m bhss 4e3'04 ~
d0o well fer o lvls ..
let's striive hardd!! ^0^/
d0nt disapp0int ch0n9 jie,
n n0rt f0rgettin9 rajy jiEe ~
(-^ ^-)

t0dae sin9ap0re id0l,
maia 0utt w0rs*
dia0s~
lyk ..
da 0nee 0utt
shld b chriis bahhs`-
but as0 cant blame narhs,
maia's style eachh week
as0 da samee..
n0rtt muchie chan9ees~
but she dance sh0 c0ol w0rs*
hehs ;p

naw feel sh0 siick arhhs
kip sneezin9 n g0t s0re thr0at =c
gees >.<"
g0o chatt le then d0o maths paper nia0s*
lastly,
4e3'04 rawks !!
2e1'02 r0x t0o ~! ^^v
ca0s ~

llast wEek uf sk0oll .. ~!!!

sh0 fastt w0rs..
left a few wks ta o lvls,,
we'l n0rt b in sk0ol aft thiis weEk..
gees >.<"

i 9uess i'l miss al uf mua fwens,
they br0u9ht mae lau9hter n j0y..
alth0u9h there may b badd tyms,
i 9uess
tt's al part uf life
in sk0ol~

3e4'03 ~ 4e3'04_
we'v g0ne thru thiick n thin t0gether..
been in many c0nfliicts,
n as0 enj0yd fun tyms t0getherr~
i 9uess we al cherish this b0nd we have..
da fwenshiip n unity we havee,,
i guess we'r al g0na miss it~

i supp0se,
am0n9 al da 4e classes
0ur class seems ta be da m0re united 0nee..
n0rtt badd rytes?
haAs~
;p

i may n0rtt lyk s0me uf da pep0
in class, but
we'v already been t0gether fer 1yr+
s0me even 3yrs+ ~
haAsx..
mae cant imagine i can t0lerate tt,,
aniiwae
its g0na b 0va s0on ~
i may b hapii`
may b sadd-
dun0e .. hurrs~
waiit til da tym c0mess =D

there'r quiite al0t uf funn thin9s that happend
in class durin9 less0n`-
l0ls, i guess, esp mr k0hh's less0n~
he juz lyk ta t0k crapp wiif us..
sae c0ldd j0kees,,
l0ls..i 9uess i shant sae muchh
g0o c sandi's bl09g..
will n0e b0ut it..
yeahhs`- 4e3'04 rawks xD ~!!

naw itz reali tym
fer mae ta reali stardiee
REAL HARD ~ !
jiay0u bahhs adel ~~
=))
al da best ta u 9uys t0o !!
mua cl0see fwens ..
evelyn,priise,manda,
sandi,melda,pEiis,
marc,han ye0n9~
blahhhs` ~~
da 2e1 clique..
n al th0se wh0me i n0e,,
yeahhs`-
mua k0rs t0o~!!! ;p

t0dae heard frm val n wilmer,
they'l b pr0m0td ta sec4..
hapii fer 'em lerrs`- !!
i 9uess thiis ish da result
uf al da hardd w0rk they'v put in..
;p

i cantt waiit ta get 0utta sk0ol,
but on the 0ther handd..
i miss da daes in sk0ol~
haAs
c0ntradiictin9..
i 9uess m0st uf us wil feel thiis bahhs`-
but tt's juz lifee~~
face da fact bahhs
l0ls..
ha0 le narhsss,,
type quiite l0n9 ler..
g0o chatt nia0s*
ca0s*~~~

dia0s*

hurrs`-
sumtyms i cant b b0thered
by sum lame thin9s
pep0 d0o 0r saee...
nahhs,,0utta thiis t0piic bahhs..

t0dae ishh kaii shen9 n billy's bdae w0rss`-
wEe~ b0th 17..
hmms..hapi bdae ta 'em =))

m0n ishh o lvl sci practical le..
gees >.<"
neh read up 0n it yett w0rs,,
muz d0o it later t0dae le..
life's as per n0rmal,,
im always kiinda d0in9 da samee thin9sx..

hmmsx,
ydae when sh0ppin fer kaii shen9's pressie
wiif alvin n peiix`-
we saw niic0le, leslie n a fwen o0f theiirs..
that fwen o0f theirs verii ke aii d w0rs,,
haAs..
when wiif us n wiif her bf,
ishh t0talli diff d..
kekes..
n we t0ok ne0priints t0o~
ydae was quiite a fun dae bahhs`-
wiif l0ts uf laughter =Pp

ha0 le bahhs`-
g0na prepare ta g0o outt le..
meetin9 peii ta pass kaii shen9x hiss pressie~
ca0s,, (.._)

=c. mua haiir bcum sh0 sh0rtt

weE~ t0dae mae went cut haiir w0rs..
haAsx..thiis pic ishh taken at h0me d..
wahhs..~
lyk seem sh0 sh0rt le =c.
dun0e wil take haw l0n9 ta gr0w baq l0n9 a9ain w0rss..

hurrs`- t0dae g0t stardiee w0rs..happi lerr..
kekes.. =Pp tmw n0rt g0in9 sk0ol lerr,,
g0na stardiee at h0me..
ms ch0n9 saiid 0kay d..
kekes ;p *griins-

mm,,seems lyk eva since
i gave up lykin9 hiim..
mua life ishh m0re carefree bahhs`-?
hurrs,,i h0pee it reali ishh.. =))
billy saiid itz a ryte ch0iice t0o,,
sh0 naw i can live m0re happily,
with0ut anii w0rries
o0r burdens...
live life lyk bef0re...
*smiiles~*

hAas,,ha0 le..
g0 stardiee abiit
then g0o watchie tv nia0s*
(--_)
-smile always-

stardieein tym fer mae (-^ ^-)

hurss`- =)) t0daee went 0ut stardiee wiif pEiix,kai shen9x,sandi,kiian h0n9,nirezh,yi huaii,j0rii,akaradx,jeremy andd jake.. kekes.. ha0 wan o0rhs..every0ne lyk kiinda c0ncentrate ta stardiee w0rs.. (-^ ^-) sh0 nicee ta c thiss d,,hees..

this pic nehs...ishh taken by sandi~ mua maiid(nu y0n9) x= haAsx.. she's sh0 n0tti ryte? tskk`-!!! when i was stardieein..she g0o take kaii shen9x's f0nee n plae huhs! haw badd can u b? haAs..jk larrs =Pp

wEe~ 9uess wartt? pachelbel _ can0n in d ishh nicee~~ w0w wow.. kekes.. =Pp nicee atm0sphere lerr...niice fer stardieein ler.. kakas..ha0 le narhss...

[a]del[x].[s]i9nin[G].[u]F[f]~

[d] e [p] r [e] s [s] i [0] n

haiis`- yahhs..
i've made up my miind..
i wana giv up,,
i'v t0ld him..
it seems tat everythin9 shud b alriite~
i h0pee...

i dun0 whether i'v d0ne da ryte thin9x,,
but i 9uess this ishh wart i reali shud d0o..
mayb im makin9 him miserable t0o~
fer this 4mths..
si9hx*
suan le bahhs`-
its juz lydat i guess..
when its tym ta let g0 uf smth..
we shldn't h0old back~

i was alriite when i t0ld him
n aft he replied~
but i dun0 y t0odae i juz feel..
juz feel that im depressed 0ver wartt i'v d0ne~
mayb its lydat?
it takes tym..
sh0 i juz hafta waiit,,
fer da verii dae~
tt i'l b hapi..
n carefree juz lyk lastt tym~
meanwhiile,
let tym heal al w0unds........

at least if i eva feel sadd b0ut this matter..
i shall juz tel muaself,
i'v given upp~
y sh0uld i still br0od 0ver it?
yahss`- i h0opee i can d0 that..
- jiay0us bahhx adeLx! -

i g0t ta n0e a verii sh0ckin9 news..
i dun0 tynk itz appr0priate ta sae 0ut b0ut it here,
sh0 i shant sae it~
this news added 0n t0 mua depressi0n..
n plus im stil havin9 headache n gastriic,
im simply n0rtt in a verii go0d m0od..
but i 9uess i shall try ta act n0rmal~~

shldn't affect ani0ne wiif mua f0ul m0od..
yahhs`-
this ish y sumtyms i feel i shldn't tel ani0ne b0ut mua stuffs..
y b0ther pep0 b0ut mua stuffs when it d0esn't c0ncern them~
n they may n0rtt wana n0e,,
si9hs*
n this ish als0 y i seri0usly dun0 hu t0 turn to when im sadd`-

da 0ne hu can make mae smile when i cry..
turnd 0ut ta b da 0ne hu made mae cry,,
duhhs`-
i dun blame him..
lyk..yahhs~
sh0 naw,hu w0uld b da 0ne hu can make mae smile when im sadd?
i seri0usly dun0e..
mayb i guess there'l b n0 such s0me0ne aniim0re~

haiisx`-
tml gettin9 back prelims results..
lyk,im g0na flunk lyk dun0e wartt,,
wart ishh this dumbb gerl d0in9 in sk0ol~
juz wastin9 res0urces?
gees~ ha0os..
i shall st0op saeing thin9s b0ut muaself le bahhs`-
pep0 mayb as0 siick n tiired uf it..

-si9ning.uFf-

im c0nfused`-

i cant make up my miind`-
duhhs.. =l
si9hx*

t0 give up ishh lyk every0ne's adviice ta mae..
even hiim,,
lyk..im dummb`-
gees..

sumtyms i feel tt,,
i stil lyk him..
since its lydat,
i 9uess i shud wait..
but aft quite sum tym~
i ask muaself`-
wartt m i waitin9x fer??
dia0s*

sumtyms,
aft mua fwens lyk t0k ta mae b0ut thiss..
askin9 mae ta give up n tellin9 mae y,
i think i wanna giv up..
i mean~
i n0e i shud..
n i n0e it wun b p0ssible btwn mae n hiim,,

but,,i juz dun feel lyk givin9 up..
i dun0 wartt ishh this..
i dun0 d0 i reali lyk him,,
i feel sh0 dumbb`-
sh0 indecisive..

wart d0 i wan??
wartt can i d0?!
wart isiit that im awaitin9 fer?
y isit tt im stil persistin9x?

haiis`-
dumbb dumbb dumbb!!
shld i reali try t0 f0rget b0ut thiss...
b his fwen,,
at least~
we can chat happily,
than naw~..

o0r juz persist,,
lyk..we seld0m t0k naw..
0nce in a blue m0on,,
a hi,n w/o a bye~

but can i ensure tt..
i n him can b fwens,,
lyk bef0re??
i reali miss the peri0d in june..
itz sh0 funn`-

si9hs`
y cant tin9x b lydat?
muz it always chan9e?
=l
i cant get thin9s ryte...

i always sae leave thin9s as it ishh`-
n it always means..
waiit fer him,,
juz let nature takes its c0urse..
dumbb`-
we'r neva p0ssible..

as i said bf0re,
we neva meet b4..
haw can i..p0ssibly ensure tt,,
aft i c him le..i'l stil lyk him?
i cant..
this ishh dumbb`-

duhhs`-
frm piics..c lyk im n0rt bad yea?
but,in actual fact,itz diff~!
si9hx*
hu'd wan mae..
a gerl..
hu's u9ly n fat?
i reali dun hav self-c0nfidence...

haiis`-
im tiired..
[a]d[e]l[x].si9nin9 uff~

super ke aii`- d n0rs* >.<"

wEe~ this lil' cute baby here ishh mua c0usin w0rs..hen ke aii rytes? kakas.. xD`

everytym if im damn b0red
i'l g0 over t0 mua 9randma hse..
n plae wiif this lil' devil..(- -")v

haASx,,wheneva he sees sum0ne he's n0rt familiar wiif..
he'l T-T(cry tt ishh`-),p0or hiim.. =c.
hurrs`-
dia0s* he's sh0 cuteeeee~ xD`
+pinch his cheeks~+
kakas`- =Pp

lallalas`-

im seri0usly w0nderin9x,,
m i g0in9 online t0o frequent..
n fer a l0n9 tym?

lyk,
im wastin9 mua tym..
d0in9 al thin9s instead uf stardieein..
duhhs`-
=l lyk sh0 dumbb h0hx,,

3m0re weeks uf sk0ol..
then g0na b o's nia0s*
lyk,,duhss`-
sh0 fastt~!! >.<"
n im n0rt fully prepared fer tt~

tml nyte stardiee resume nia0s*
th0se wiif l1r5 20 n ab0ve d fer prelims
muz g0 fer nyte stardiees,,
lyk..bleahhsx
i sure 0ne uf them d..
=.-x

i slackd fer an0ther dae~
din t0uch mua b0oks at all..
i 9uess itz reali tym fer mae ta plan everythin9x,,
i dun0e when..
but i 9uess i will,
i h0ope~
haASx.. (++u)

wr0ote a testim0nial fer shiqI(amanda)
feel weiird,,c0os dun0e her well~
but stil wr0ote fer her 0ne,,
hurrs..

tmw's n lvl paper..en9 bahhs..
al da best t0o th0se hu's taking da exams arhhs..
jiay0us`~!!

0kiies,,im b0redd`-
shall endd here..
'(-(oo)-)'
p[i]9x.si9nin-uFf,,

class f0t0,, xD`

4e3'04 class f0t0_ !! sh0 ke aii` =Pp c chee ee n kenard act cute..kakAs~ kaii shen9 l0oks daii =x wee~ kiian h0n9 hen ke aii w0rs,, al da 9erls l0ok niice x)
+ 4e3'04 rawks~! +

mua piic(--_)

'(-(oO)-)'wEe~ tat ishh mae! =Pp hurss,, juz testin9 ta p0st a piic.. (++u)

('(oo)')

wEe~~ had a chan9e uf bl09,,
c0s the 0ther bl0g t0o many p0sts nia0s*
hurss.. x)
lazy ta change da skiin n everythin9x,
sh0 juz c0py n paste al here..
kekes (++u)

duhhs`- neh bl0g fer quiite a few daes le w0rs..
knew tt billy haf stead nia0s*
n juz 0n tt dae i kiinda ject tt gerl,
til she cry?!
gees..sh0 dumbb` >.<"

s0wii that i dun hav a lykin9 fer tt 9erl..
n tt's n0rtt onli mae..mua fwens t0o~
nahhs- dun wana care nia0s*
ttz naw their pr0bby ler..
hurss,,she betta dun cheat billy (--_)

lallalas`~
d0u yu fiinish nia0s*
naw g0t n0 nicee sh0ws fer mae t0o b excited b0utx..
kakas,,i 0nli awaitin9 fer mua c0uz ta pass mae da jile vcd..
wEe~ i miss jile.. (._. )
kekes ;p

t0dae wh0lee dae slack at h0me lehhs`
=l
dumbb h0hx
shud hav d0ne sum stardieein..
mmx,,
will d0 tat later huhx xD

naw mae n him lyk hi-bye 0nline fwens lerrs..
i mean..i feel that,,
hurss..we dun reali chat bahhs..
mayb he's bz,,

heyss,tt was always the reas0n fer everythin9
lyk..yA~
duhhs`-
but..i hav ta accept it..
its juz lydat u c~

itz been ab0ut 3mths+..
din expect it ta be sh0 l0n9,,
hurss..
im kiinda used t0 da thin9s tt had been happenin9x
yea,i m..

dun0 wart ta d0..nuttin i can d0~
juz leave thin9x as it is..
nuttin wil happen,,
let time tel it al bahhs..

ha0 le..g0 chatt nia0s*
then g0 stardiee~
tynk uf o lvls ferstt bahhs =))
i 9uess tt's wart im supp0sed ta d0
n wartt he has been tellin9 mae huhs~
stardiee hardd..dun let him b a distracti0n ta mae~

he's juz opp0rtunity c0stt?!
that,,i dun0e..
we shall c~
xD`

'(-(oO)-)' + o0iinkz! +
[p]i9x.Adelx_si9ninG.uFf`